Sep 23, 2005 08:41
Well alot of things people dont know about me. I think certain people that go to pondo are Great, fanstastic, amazing, and they fasinate me. But, when it comes to talking to them i get....not me. Im just way to fasinated with them to talk to them. I worry they will hate me or think i am mean. But, when i dont talk or anything or show how much there ways fasinate me, they think im stupid and retarded.
Well....for example. Ill just tell a couple.
*Val K.--Her photography. Her Hair. Her confidence. Her style all fasinates me. I have never really talked with her unless robert. I love her photography, she is soooo good. Yeah, now i feel stupid.
*Michelle M.--Her kindness. Her way of being friends with everyone. Her style. Her happiness. She is soooo good with people i wish i could be the same, but i cant cuz i feel everyone hates me.
Yeah, thats enoough. ahahhaha uhmmm what else. Michelle ditched me at lunch yesterday. But, she blew it off when i got to work, like nothing happened. i decided to blow it off too. Because whatever i dont care. She doesnt like any of my friends cuz they dont like alot of the things she does. So, yeah.
whatever...it doesnt matter.
.blah.