You Think You Can do These Things but You Just Can't, Nemo
This summer has already reduced me to tears. Just the thought of what it's going to be makes me upset.
While everyone is running and jumping and frolicking about proclaiming "Yay school's over! Let's party!" I'm stuck in a cold office with no windows longing to be outside in the sunshine.
I want to work at a theme park. I want to march drum corps. But I just can't.
It's frustrating to no end.
I'm taking three classes. I have to work at IST because, well, it's too good of a job to quit from, and too sucky of a job to want to stay at.
I just want a normal summer. But, this is the real world. That's just how it is. Everyone has to do things they don't want to get by in life.
But what if that's not what I want?
I'm tired of being sad, and I'm tired of being discontent. Is this what life is just like? What the hell do I do to change it?
While everyone is running and jumping and frolicking about proclaiming "Yay school's over! Let's party!" I'm stuck in a cold office with no windows longing to be outside in the sunshine.
I want to work at a theme park. I want to march drum corps. But I just can't.
It's frustrating to no end.
I'm taking three classes. I have to work at IST because, well, it's too good of a job to quit from, and too sucky of a job to want to stay at.
I just want a normal summer. But, this is the real world. That's just how it is. Everyone has to do things they don't want to get by in life.
But what if that's not what I want?
I'm tired of being sad, and I'm tired of being discontent. Is this what life is just like? What the hell do I do to change it?