fic - subconsciously yours 4/4
Title: Subconsciously Yours 4/4
Author: dare_to_dream06
Characters: Jared/Jensen, Chad, OFC [The Doctor]
Word count: 1,325 - [8,508 in total]
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Boy!sexing like always and a little bit of uhh... Mpreg, sorta. Don’t ask, just read. =)
Authors Notes: See Part One
Summary: Jared gets a little too drunk. Assbabies are mentioned. Jensen really shouldn’t have eaten those nachos before he went to sleep. The colour blue is no longer Jensen’s favourite. The Doctor really shouldn’t have made Jensen cry. And Chad’s a douche.
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PART FOUR
When Jensen wakes up again he’s snuggled up against Jared’s side, head resting on Jared’s chest, his arms and legs wrapped around Jensen like he’s clinging onto him for dear life. He feels warm and comfy and he never ever wants to move again, but his bladder is protesting so he hauls himself carefully out of Jared’s grip, grabs a pair of boxers from the floor and pads quietly to the bathroom. His headache is mostly gone and he doesn’t feel like he’s about to puke anytime soon, but he still feels kinda funny.
After he’s finished his business in the bathroom and has taken two more pills to kill the remainder of his headache, he washes his hands and makes his way back into Jared’s bedroom.
Just before he’s about to get into bed, he notices his reflection in Jared’s full body mirror hanging on the back of his door. He backs away from the bed and goes towards the mirror slowly. First he just stands there looking at his reflection, then as he thinks back to the dream and what he looked like being pregnant he turns his body sideways, he runs his hands up and down his belly, poking it out and turning to the other side. Trying to visualize what he’d actually look like if he were pregnant. Which he is not, because he’s a dude. Remember?
He doesn’t hear Jared shuffling around behind him so he’s unaware that he’s being watched until he hears a sleepy Jared mumble “Jen? What are you doing?”
Jensen jumps a little at Jared’s voice but then turns, smiles when he catches sight of Jared’s sleep messed hair and walks over to him slowly, turning once more to look at himself in the mirror before he asks “Would you still want me if I gained like, twenty pounds and had mood swings and had totally wacked out cravings for mashed potatoes covered in-”
“Jensen what’re you talkin’ ‘bout?” Jared looks sleepy and confused.
Jensen just asks “Would you still want me then?”
Jared cocks his head to the side brow creased, “I’m always going to want you Jen. Always.” That’s all Jensen needed to hear. He smiles and climbs over Jared to the other side of the bed, planting a brief kiss on Jared’s lips before snuggling down into the warmth of the blankets and falling asleep once more in Jared’s arms.
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The third time he wakes up he feels more human. His headache is completely gone and he feels relaxed. Jensen rolls over to find the bed beside him empty but still warm, signs that Jared must have just gotten up. He smiles and stretches. He can hear the water running so he just stays where he is, waiting for Jared to get out of his shower.
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He must have dosed off again because what wakes him next are soft touches on his face. At first he’s not sure what they are, he wrinkles his nose and moves his face to the side but the touches seem to have followed his face and they kind of feel moist. When he blinks his eyes open he’s greeted with a flash of perfect dimples and bright white teeth.
“Hi.” Jared says and plants another kiss on Jensen’s forehead.
“Hey.” Jensen says in return, inhaling deeply and sighing happily when the smell of Jared’s shampoo fills his nose.
“Are you okay?” Jared asks sounding confused.
“Yeah.” Jensen says and quirks an eyebrow. “What makes you think I wouldn’t be?”
“Nothin’. S’just that... when I woke up this morning you were staring at yourself in the mirror... rubbing your belly.”
Jensen chuckles at that. He must have looked pretty stupid standing in the middle of Jared’s bedroom mostly naked staring at himself, Jared must have thought he was insane. “Had a weird dream last night.”
Jared motions for him to shift over on the bed and settles next to him. “What kind of dream?” He asks, sounding generally interested.
Jensen laughs and says “It was totally weird. I uh... You... I was having your baby.”
Jared rears his head back a little as if to say ‘Huh?!’ but says “My baby?”
“Yeah, I was pregnant and I was having your...”
“...Assbaby.” Jared says and they both crack up. When they’ve calmed down a bit Jared continues by saying. “I think that might be...uh, sorta my fault.” He’s blushing and avoiding Jensen’s gaze.
Jensen thinks about how cute Jared looks when he’s embarrassed, knowing exactly what Jared’s referring to but asks anyway just for the hell of watching Jared say it “Your fault? How?” he asks faking confusion.
Jared blushes more and scratches at the back of his neck as Jensen props himself up against the headboard so he’s sitting up. Then Jared chuckles and says “I think I might’a mentioned somethin’ about assbabies last night.” Jensen stays quite trying to keep his giggles down. You did more then just mention them Jay. He thinks. “I uh, yeah. I think I may have uh... told you I wanted to have your assbaby, maybe might have asked you if you wanted to have mine.”
Jensen can’t keep it in any longer and he burst out in a huge fit of giggles and Jared punches him in the arm. “Jerk.” He mutters, but there’s no heat behind it. Jared rolls his eyes, trying to keep the smile off his face and gets up off the bed making his way towards the door.
Jensen catches his breath and reaches out for Jared catching his wrist, says “No Jay. Come back.” All joking put aside. Jared turns back towards Jensen, looking down at him. “Can I ask you something?” he says letting go of Jared’s wrist.
Jared nods “Yeah Jen, anything.”
“Well, was uh... last night. Was that... did that mean anything? I mean, of course it meant something but I mean...” He pauses looking for the right words. “Are we...?” Obviously he doesn’t find them, but Jared’s features soften like he knows what Jensen’s asking.
“Do you want to be?” He asks.
“Well, I’m not apposed to the idea.” Jensen says and smiles. “Would be kind of interesting, if we were... together. You know?”
“Yeah, I know.” Jared says and bites his lip.
“Well if you... if you wanted to be with me, why didn’t you just ask?”
Jared pulls his eyes away from Jensen’s and starts to look around the room, he stuff his hands into the pockets of the jeans he hauled on after his shower. He looks about fifteen, like he’s going to reveal who his secret crush is in front of the whole class. “To tell you the truth Jen, I... I didn’t know how to tell you. Thought that if I got drunk -or made you think I was drunk- enough it’d just come out and you wouldn’t punch me in the face when it did.” He grins sheepishly, shrugging his shoulders.
“Jay.” Jensen says and pulls Jared down so he’s sitting on the bed again, he moves around so their facing each other. He looks straight into Jared’s eyes. “You didn’t need to get drunk to tell me, you could have done it anytime. Wouldn’t have mattered. I never would’a punched you out.” A pause and Jensen drops his gaze from Jared’s. “Actually I was kinda wonderin’ why we haven’t done this sooner.”
Jared looks surprised at that. “Really?”
Jensen looks up again. “Really.”
And then they’re kissing. He slips his hands up into Jared hair as Jared lowers him onto his back and climbs on top of him. They’re resting sideways on the bed and Jensen’s feet are hanging out over the side and the covers are bunched up uncomfortably underneath his back, but it doesn’t matter. Nothing matters but the weight of Jared settled on top of him, Jared’s lips on his, his hands in Jared’s hair and every other kiss like this to come.
Author: dare_to_dream06
Characters: Jared/Jensen, Chad, OFC [The Doctor]
Word count: 1,325 - [8,508 in total]
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Boy!sexing like always and a little bit of uhh... Mpreg, sorta. Don’t ask, just read. =)
Authors Notes: See Part One
Summary: Jared gets a little too drunk. Assbabies are mentioned. Jensen really shouldn’t have eaten those nachos before he went to sleep. The colour blue is no longer Jensen’s favourite. The Doctor really shouldn’t have made Jensen cry. And Chad’s a douche.
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PART FOUR
When Jensen wakes up again he’s snuggled up against Jared’s side, head resting on Jared’s chest, his arms and legs wrapped around Jensen like he’s clinging onto him for dear life. He feels warm and comfy and he never ever wants to move again, but his bladder is protesting so he hauls himself carefully out of Jared’s grip, grabs a pair of boxers from the floor and pads quietly to the bathroom. His headache is mostly gone and he doesn’t feel like he’s about to puke anytime soon, but he still feels kinda funny.
After he’s finished his business in the bathroom and has taken two more pills to kill the remainder of his headache, he washes his hands and makes his way back into Jared’s bedroom.
Just before he’s about to get into bed, he notices his reflection in Jared’s full body mirror hanging on the back of his door. He backs away from the bed and goes towards the mirror slowly. First he just stands there looking at his reflection, then as he thinks back to the dream and what he looked like being pregnant he turns his body sideways, he runs his hands up and down his belly, poking it out and turning to the other side. Trying to visualize what he’d actually look like if he were pregnant. Which he is not, because he’s a dude. Remember?
He doesn’t hear Jared shuffling around behind him so he’s unaware that he’s being watched until he hears a sleepy Jared mumble “Jen? What are you doing?”
Jensen jumps a little at Jared’s voice but then turns, smiles when he catches sight of Jared’s sleep messed hair and walks over to him slowly, turning once more to look at himself in the mirror before he asks “Would you still want me if I gained like, twenty pounds and had mood swings and had totally wacked out cravings for mashed potatoes covered in-”
“Jensen what’re you talkin’ ‘bout?” Jared looks sleepy and confused.
Jensen just asks “Would you still want me then?”
Jared cocks his head to the side brow creased, “I’m always going to want you Jen. Always.” That’s all Jensen needed to hear. He smiles and climbs over Jared to the other side of the bed, planting a brief kiss on Jared’s lips before snuggling down into the warmth of the blankets and falling asleep once more in Jared’s arms.
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The third time he wakes up he feels more human. His headache is completely gone and he feels relaxed. Jensen rolls over to find the bed beside him empty but still warm, signs that Jared must have just gotten up. He smiles and stretches. He can hear the water running so he just stays where he is, waiting for Jared to get out of his shower.
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He must have dosed off again because what wakes him next are soft touches on his face. At first he’s not sure what they are, he wrinkles his nose and moves his face to the side but the touches seem to have followed his face and they kind of feel moist. When he blinks his eyes open he’s greeted with a flash of perfect dimples and bright white teeth.
“Hi.” Jared says and plants another kiss on Jensen’s forehead.
“Hey.” Jensen says in return, inhaling deeply and sighing happily when the smell of Jared’s shampoo fills his nose.
“Are you okay?” Jared asks sounding confused.
“Yeah.” Jensen says and quirks an eyebrow. “What makes you think I wouldn’t be?”
“Nothin’. S’just that... when I woke up this morning you were staring at yourself in the mirror... rubbing your belly.”
Jensen chuckles at that. He must have looked pretty stupid standing in the middle of Jared’s bedroom mostly naked staring at himself, Jared must have thought he was insane. “Had a weird dream last night.”
Jared motions for him to shift over on the bed and settles next to him. “What kind of dream?” He asks, sounding generally interested.
Jensen laughs and says “It was totally weird. I uh... You... I was having your baby.”
Jared rears his head back a little as if to say ‘Huh?!’ but says “My baby?”
“Yeah, I was pregnant and I was having your...”
“...Assbaby.” Jared says and they both crack up. When they’ve calmed down a bit Jared continues by saying. “I think that might be...uh, sorta my fault.” He’s blushing and avoiding Jensen’s gaze.
Jensen thinks about how cute Jared looks when he’s embarrassed, knowing exactly what Jared’s referring to but asks anyway just for the hell of watching Jared say it “Your fault? How?” he asks faking confusion.
Jared blushes more and scratches at the back of his neck as Jensen props himself up against the headboard so he’s sitting up. Then Jared chuckles and says “I think I might’a mentioned somethin’ about assbabies last night.” Jensen stays quite trying to keep his giggles down. You did more then just mention them Jay. He thinks. “I uh, yeah. I think I may have uh... told you I wanted to have your assbaby, maybe might have asked you if you wanted to have mine.”
Jensen can’t keep it in any longer and he burst out in a huge fit of giggles and Jared punches him in the arm. “Jerk.” He mutters, but there’s no heat behind it. Jared rolls his eyes, trying to keep the smile off his face and gets up off the bed making his way towards the door.
Jensen catches his breath and reaches out for Jared catching his wrist, says “No Jay. Come back.” All joking put aside. Jared turns back towards Jensen, looking down at him. “Can I ask you something?” he says letting go of Jared’s wrist.
Jared nods “Yeah Jen, anything.”
“Well, was uh... last night. Was that... did that mean anything? I mean, of course it meant something but I mean...” He pauses looking for the right words. “Are we...?” Obviously he doesn’t find them, but Jared’s features soften like he knows what Jensen’s asking.
“Do you want to be?” He asks.
“Well, I’m not apposed to the idea.” Jensen says and smiles. “Would be kind of interesting, if we were... together. You know?”
“Yeah, I know.” Jared says and bites his lip.
“Well if you... if you wanted to be with me, why didn’t you just ask?”
Jared pulls his eyes away from Jensen’s and starts to look around the room, he stuff his hands into the pockets of the jeans he hauled on after his shower. He looks about fifteen, like he’s going to reveal who his secret crush is in front of the whole class. “To tell you the truth Jen, I... I didn’t know how to tell you. Thought that if I got drunk -or made you think I was drunk- enough it’d just come out and you wouldn’t punch me in the face when it did.” He grins sheepishly, shrugging his shoulders.
“Jay.” Jensen says and pulls Jared down so he’s sitting on the bed again, he moves around so their facing each other. He looks straight into Jared’s eyes. “You didn’t need to get drunk to tell me, you could have done it anytime. Wouldn’t have mattered. I never would’a punched you out.” A pause and Jensen drops his gaze from Jared’s. “Actually I was kinda wonderin’ why we haven’t done this sooner.”
Jared looks surprised at that. “Really?”
Jensen looks up again. “Really.”
And then they’re kissing. He slips his hands up into Jared hair as Jared lowers him onto his back and climbs on top of him. They’re resting sideways on the bed and Jensen’s feet are hanging out over the side and the covers are bunched up uncomfortably underneath his back, but it doesn’t matter. Nothing matters but the weight of Jared settled on top of him, Jared’s lips on his, his hands in Jared’s hair and every other kiss like this to come.