Thinking...
I've been thinking recently about life. What I'm doing with mine. Am i making the right choices? Who I want to be around for the rest of my life.
It's weird. I've only been thinking about all this since spending two nights in hospital due to a burst cist and I'm not sure what to make of it all. While I lay in that hospital bed listening to the other patient's painfull cries it made me think. What am I doing?
But being in hospital wasn't the only thing that mae me think. On the same weekend my brother and his girlfriend had their baby daughter. This made me think.
I suppose it's mostly because I was (still am) in pain because my stupid body has decided to turn on it self. I may be going through my mid-life crises sooner then known as normal but hay I've never been known to do things normally.
After long considerastion I have come up with an Idea of what I plan on doing with the rest of my life. I want to do what I enjoy. I want to be with my loved ones. I want to spend my life with my four best friends, my family and do what I enjoy. Taking photographes, singing, dancing, preaching. Being happy because life is too short, too painfull yet so beautiful to spend not being happy and enjoying it.