im procrastinating
i should be cleaning my apartment but i have no ambition, plu i woke up about 10 minutes ago. i miss me old bos wayne. we have a new lady and she is nice enough but all she does is sit in her office and then leaves really early. it feels like we dont even have a bos at all because we never see her. theres no more jokes no more emails, no funny accents, no nothing. i feel wierd that i miss him so much, he is such a great guy and he was a fabulous supervisor with the exception of a few minor flaws. i miss the testosterone that helped keep a department of 13 women sane and in check. plus my new supervisor wears a headband in her hair every day. i hate that. work just sucks in general right now. but i am going to cut my hours back a little so hopefully i can just leave work at work and quit dwelling on things at home.
elaine and i went to see "so you think you can dance" thursday night. it was so much fun, we didnt want it to end. we both have a giant crush on Pasha from Russia. he is the cutest boy ever. so sweet.
tonight i have a date. i realize that in a moment of self pitty i decided i didnt want to date, but then kevin emailed me and i changed my mind. we have alot in common, he is 29. he is cute as hell. HE MAKES ME LAUGH HYSTERICALLY EVER TIME I TALK TO HIM ON THE PHONE. thats my favorite part right there. i had seen his profile a while ago but i didnt think i was his type so i never sent him a message, then last week i got one from him. he is super easy to talk to. so tonight we are going to a jazz bar in acton for dinner drinks and music. he's picking me up at 730. oh we arent calling it a date though, we are "getting together to hang out" because we both feel like dating is too much pressure. and we both arent entirely sure of what exactly we want other than someone to spend time with so we will take it slow. i like the idea of someone being ok with me not knowing what i want. i dont feel obligated and i dont feel anxious. i like the see where is goes attitude, its a huge relief.
elaine and i went to see "so you think you can dance" thursday night. it was so much fun, we didnt want it to end. we both have a giant crush on Pasha from Russia. he is the cutest boy ever. so sweet.
tonight i have a date. i realize that in a moment of self pitty i decided i didnt want to date, but then kevin emailed me and i changed my mind. we have alot in common, he is 29. he is cute as hell. HE MAKES ME LAUGH HYSTERICALLY EVER TIME I TALK TO HIM ON THE PHONE. thats my favorite part right there. i had seen his profile a while ago but i didnt think i was his type so i never sent him a message, then last week i got one from him. he is super easy to talk to. so tonight we are going to a jazz bar in acton for dinner drinks and music. he's picking me up at 730. oh we arent calling it a date though, we are "getting together to hang out" because we both feel like dating is too much pressure. and we both arent entirely sure of what exactly we want other than someone to spend time with so we will take it slow. i like the idea of someone being ok with me not knowing what i want. i dont feel obligated and i dont feel anxious. i like the see where is goes attitude, its a huge relief.