you took my innocence away
does anything that supposed to go right...ever do?? Was moving here a mistake...i wanna go back to 11th grade the night everything changed...i want to make sure it never happened...i wanna start fresh, i want nothing to do with that iditoic naive girl who believe any attention was of the right kind because she never saw any otherwise...why did i have to be so stupid...if i hadnt been i would be dying inside right now...i never will again feel normal...i feel like i am nothing...when will it all end...i hope soon...i dont feel like living this life anymore...every guy i know loves or uses then leaves...i never will trust men...i never will be able to feel like i am supposed to....