OH I GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE
Thanks Hil for talkin to me and lettin me vent i really needed it...
so ive been pretty down lately not to sound like a dramaqueen or anything but i was hurt but the lack of people who i talked to last week on my birthday and by the people who i have been amazingly close to. I feel like its such a stupid little thing of making a call but a lil bit goes a long way and ive never missed any occasion and it just felt like it was a slap in the face. I feel like i just cam back from the most stressful and heartwrenching journey of my life and two people cared to ask me how i was doing. im sorry for sounding like a bitch and i dont mean this as a way of saying hey im actually alive here, but i know everyone has a life, as do i, but i thought friends were supposed to be there for one another and make sure we are doing alright. I never thought i would be home and not want to be here, but it feels like this isnt home because noone that i love is around me, or doing anthing. i saw 7 of you on 4th of july and ive seen no one else before or after that. I just wish that if we are supposed to be friends wed make the effort to stay that way. ok, im done...i am way to frustrated and upset to write more
so ive been pretty down lately not to sound like a dramaqueen or anything but i was hurt but the lack of people who i talked to last week on my birthday and by the people who i have been amazingly close to. I feel like its such a stupid little thing of making a call but a lil bit goes a long way and ive never missed any occasion and it just felt like it was a slap in the face. I feel like i just cam back from the most stressful and heartwrenching journey of my life and two people cared to ask me how i was doing. im sorry for sounding like a bitch and i dont mean this as a way of saying hey im actually alive here, but i know everyone has a life, as do i, but i thought friends were supposed to be there for one another and make sure we are doing alright. I never thought i would be home and not want to be here, but it feels like this isnt home because noone that i love is around me, or doing anthing. i saw 7 of you on 4th of july and ive seen no one else before or after that. I just wish that if we are supposed to be friends wed make the effort to stay that way. ok, im done...i am way to frustrated and upset to write more