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missing home...missing what was there...homesick for a place that doesnt exist anymore...i wanna wake up from this nightmare and be in my bed they way things are supposed to be. I feel like a part of me is missing and i hate it...i have pushed eveyrone away at a time i needed them most...i just want to be the weird one that says hello again and makes people laugh when i tell then i love them every 10 seconds of the day. Its just cause i appreciate everyone so much and hold them so close to my heart. I miss those days so very much. I just wish i could turn back time fora few more moments to share...a few more occations to be savored...i swear i would give anything...i feel so sad lately cause something is missing...someone is missing...uhh i wanna be home