NO F-ing Way
ok..so recap of the pas few days...
Monday: an extreme amount of love goes to all that came to bjs...i was so happy that everyone got to hang out and expecially glad that i got to see you all b4 i left...it meant so much to be that 30 something of you were there at this long table...the amount of love and compassion that was in that resteraunt was incredible...then after dinner i had fun going to Brian's...never been b4 and it for sure wont be my last,then sasha,scott ,brandon and i watched mystic river and we had this giant slumber party...
Tuesday:: dun dun dun dun dduuuuuunnnnnn(sorry i felt like i needed the sound affect) i woke up in my room to the realization that this had been my last night in my room for a few months, i think i freaked out a little..knowing that this place of dire and complete security, you are leaving was so strange...then i started loading up the van...wtf. exactky brandon,my mom and i packed this van up for some time and managed to fit everything i wanted ti take with me..yah happiness...then u drove up to my neighbors house so i could say goodbye to these adorable girls i babysit...so hard to do that...i cant even tell you..then i went to Ali's...omg was it amazing
Amazing Ali...suuch a great party i was so glad we were all there together..it was unbelievevale...i wouldnt have missed that for the world...the night was filled with virgin drinks,great food,laughs,tears, and most importantly the strongest bond of friendship ever created...thats right ad you all know it...i love each and everyone one ofyou Lori, Ali, Katie, Cory, Lauren, Jose, Brian, Brandon, Skyler, Kollin, Evan, Liza, My Dubrow Family, ohh i love you alll !!!!!!!!!!!
quick stop over at the Teitleman house where we walked into an ice cream cake ambush..i was totally suprised ...i didnt know what to say...and of course i just lost it,..it was so nice and they every had a good luck balloon and inscription on the cake. so nice...after doing those hard goodbyes to Brandon's family i went back to ali's which was when my stomach started to hurt
ok..so Goodbyes officially suck i must tell you this...although it really is only a see you soon it felt like a goodbye...last night was probablly on of the hardest nights of my life...im serious...saying goodbye to you was so difficult and ugg i just know that i would be petrified to leave if i didnt have such a rock of stability here with you...
Cory: WV is so lucky to have you and i can't wait to tell you what i find out about Family Guy and i can't wait until you vome out to visit because i wiill miss you way too much for you to be away that long..oh and work hard you and i will be workin side by side before you can wink(or blink for that matter )
Skyler: my big teddy bear, i am so thankful for our friendship i seriously thank my lucky starts that we have become so close and i can only hope that the future will only bring us closer
Lori: oh shit how do i even say anything you make me speechless...you are my guarian...although you can call me a bitch whenever you want you know ill still be there supporting you no matter what...a friendship tha began my first day of 7th grade when u introduced urself to me and has continued growing everyday can't do anything but grow even more...u know u have a way and i just love you you are going to succeed in any aspiration you have because you are so level headed and i know ill be able to say that i knew you when and look at you now..up under the bright lights...just you wait
Ali: you asshole...thank you for being the amazing friend you've been to me...i only hope that i have been half as good as you have been to me...you are my breath of sunshine...my light from the darkness...you are the best friend we all needed and no one would be how they are right now if you hadn't moved ou here, you gave me courage to stand up for myself and to have strenth and perseverence and well to be a bitch..lol...i love you so much...nothing is like being with you and eveyrone can attest to that...i can;t wait to visit you or you to visit me....you are amazing and i dont know what else to say but thank you for being you and moving out here and teaching us all how to truly be ourselvs and how to appreiciate the bond we all share...it will never be appreciated more
Brandon: i know you rarely read these things but i am hoping that you are going to see this...last night was unbearable for me in so many ways and i dont think its ever been so hard to say goodbye...you know i love you and that i will be counting the days until i see you again and i can kiss you and hold you close...i love you...crying together last night was so hard i never want to feel like i am causing you pain...i love you more than anything...and somehow this is going to work...i have faith and this is a promise....you are mine...u know that and i can't wait to hear the sound of your voice again
ok...so i have arrived btw..i am here is SF...hjoly shit...after a long ass drive and some nice ood breaks i am here...fist stop the peir to get my bread bowl...(right ali and lori)...ya so after that we decided that on the way to my cousins we drop by the campus just cause i wanted to see it today.......and what did i do..i snuck into my building...ya so the building doesnt open til fri monring but i decided i needed a peak so we went in...OMG OMG OMG....the pics online didnt do it justice...its so nice and roomy and ohh i love it...lots of room for everyone to come stay,lol...ya u know it...ok...and now i am at my cousins sitting here updating because live journal is a beautiful thing...i am so glad it exists and i cant hear about everyones lives with just a clikc of a mouse...i will be wiring more soon...but i just wanted to say i love you and a hello from SFSU