Mar 20, 2004 23:49
it was all lies.
i loved her with my heart and soul.
but it was all bullshit.
i knew it that weekend.
i felt like shit, cause i was treated like shit, and
i shoulda followed my instincts i just knew it.
then bam, we broke up.
everyone was telling me it was bullshit.
if she really loved me she woulda worked it out.
that it sounded like she was looking for a reason.
i didn't want to belive.
but...
i'm so angry
so god damn angry.
i trusted her...100%
i feel like if i didn't let her just go off with him by themselves this wouldn't have happened...
i desrve this though.
this is what i get.
i can't belive i opened myself up compeletly.
for what?
god i'm so fucking angry.
i just want to break something, punch something, cut something.
it was all shit.
pure shit.
i feel sick... i want to vomit.