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im getting my cat declawed on thursday and i feel terrible about it. what makes me feel even worse is she just jumped on my lap while i was typing because she wants to be pet. shes so cute. i guess its not so cute when she scratches the carpet in my house that i dont own.
i had an awesome weekend. i hung out with aaron most of the time and we went to a party that sidney was having and i saw clay there, who i havent see in years, and we all had a lot of fun. i saw tracey last nite and showed her a little bit of orlando so she is cool about moving here. she looked so lost when i met up with her. i took her to winter park because i knew she would love and we just chilled for a little while.
the fourth roomate is mocing in this month. from what im told hes supposed to be really cool and we have a lot in common but i havent met him yet. he just ramdomly brings shit over the house but its always when im not here.
im starting to feel better about things, and people-specifically my friends. i was feeling like an outsider a lot and i just didnt feel like seeing anyone, especially anyone who was going to give me a hard time but i guess i can handle it. a lot of it was my part because i didnt want to see anyone because i didnt feel right but i guess that just adds to the problem and then i feel more alienated becuase im not around them. its like a cycle. i guess that makes sense. im really exicted about this new roomate. he needs to come over so i can meet him.
i had an awesome weekend. i hung out with aaron most of the time and we went to a party that sidney was having and i saw clay there, who i havent see in years, and we all had a lot of fun. i saw tracey last nite and showed her a little bit of orlando so she is cool about moving here. she looked so lost when i met up with her. i took her to winter park because i knew she would love and we just chilled for a little while.
the fourth roomate is mocing in this month. from what im told hes supposed to be really cool and we have a lot in common but i havent met him yet. he just ramdomly brings shit over the house but its always when im not here.
im starting to feel better about things, and people-specifically my friends. i was feeling like an outsider a lot and i just didnt feel like seeing anyone, especially anyone who was going to give me a hard time but i guess i can handle it. a lot of it was my part because i didnt want to see anyone because i didnt feel right but i guess that just adds to the problem and then i feel more alienated becuase im not around them. its like a cycle. i guess that makes sense. im really exicted about this new roomate. he needs to come over so i can meet him.