Dec 12, 2005 12:50
Tis’ the season and the office is bare. I looked all around but there was no one there!
Well, as the holidays approach the staff leave on vacations, get full and get lazy. It’s quiet here in the office. I have little to do, very little, and it’s rather sad. Deposits are the highlight of my day. (sigh) I am making scarves and reading and dreaming of Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones. Adam got me the third installment (final installment) and I am about halfway through. The damned thing is very addictive. (Which reminds me, Megan, I need my Kingdom Hearts game back!) I love it! He also got me a stuffed Lion and a shirt that says: GOT WOT? I opened it and was thanking him for it, but in my mind was thinking, ‘What the hell is WOT?’. I was wracking my brain and it wasn’t until he said the work ‘Series’ that I realized he was talking about the Wheel of Time books he got me addicted to. So the shirt is even cooler than I thought :-p. It’s giant on me though, so I wear it as a night shirt. It just covers enough to be almost decent. I have told Adam he gets one of his gifts early, but it hasn’t arrived yet. He says he has to buy me something else also because he has given me everything he had for under the tree. Silly boy. But I am superficial in the way that I think- “oh! More gifts!”
The Christmas shopping is done. I have some more things to make at home, but no more money to spend, god willing. I went way overboard this year, but got everyone awesome stuff. I don’t know what I am getting other than a picture (from Kitty) and a vacuum cleaner. I really want a Nintendo DS, but just because I want to play Animal Crossing on the bus.
Megan moved in with mom, and though they are rarely fighting, dad has been over every night since to help mom ‘adjust’ to the change of having to share her home (five bedrooms, two baths, a den…etc. The home we grew up in). It’s crazy, and very draining for dad. But dad and I have been talking, and looks like they are going to help me get out of dept by paying my car insurance for me for a while, or loaning me money, or something. In any case, I should be able to get out of there sooner than if I was doing it on my own. I think dad needs his own space, I know I do, and I would rather be a little further away from the drama. There is the possibility of Adam moving out with me, which could be cool, I think. (Bad past experience with moving in with boys, but I have never loved them before, and I love Adam.) We are desperate to spend time with each other and finances would be nice, so it would make sense to live together. On the other hand, I am used to having a lot of my own space and he wants to share a bedroom. I think I can make it work, get a big place and set ground rules. I think it could be awesome, but what if we fight? Or things go downhill? I guess it all comes down to the fact that I am scared. But very much in love. We will have to see.
Other than that, all is good and well. Two weeks till Christmas and I can’t wait to spend it with those I love.