Oct 28, 2004 15:27
my pirate name is: Bloody Grace Vane. heehee...i love it!! find out what yours is at: www.fidius.org/quiz/pirate/ yeah that's that. everyone post what their name is!
Ok i'm finally starting to stress major. Not because of school work load or shit like that but because of financial stuff. i had originally planned as many of you know to spend my x-mas vac. in Cali w/ my dad and my new baby sis and my bro (man do i miss him) and Dawna. But now it looks like i'll have to stay for only a week and then work the rest of the vac. i need the money more than i care to admit but i hate the fact that i won't be able to see my family for an extended amount of time. kate doesn't even know me and i will hardly be in her life as she grows up. She's my fucking sister and she will hardly know who i am. i hate thinking about that. i hate being so far away from Curran cause he's always been right there to talk to. Dad and Dawn i'm used to being away from. but it sucs all the same. but if i don't get a job i won't be able to pay for my spring semester and even w/ the job i'll be hard pressed to pay for the entire semester.
so yeah...needless to say...i'm a tad bit upset. And by the sounds of it a lot of my friends are having equallly hard times w/ other stuff. i feel so bad that i can't do anything to help. i wish things were a lot easier. i wish a lot of things (for example: i wish my keyboard worked so i wouldn't have to keep pasting 'i' and 'k' into everything i need to type).
ok....i'm sick of copy paste and i need a shower...so...off to dream land...goodnight everyone...