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Why is everything MY fault? Even when YOU do something wrong you always turn it around and make it my fault!!!!!!!!!!! Or you throw something in my face that happened months ago. I am so fucking mad I can't stand my own self. Oh and I broke my phone, so now I have to go buy another one. This one still works as far as getting calls, but the screen is broken so I can't text or see who is calling and I can't see what number I'm dialing. Great. I have no money at all, well I do but I just have to go out and spend it as soon as I cash the damn check. No food. A half working cell phone. My transmission's almost gone in my car so now I have to get a new one. I have to find a new job and a new apartment by June 14th 150 miles away from here and of course since it's a semi-small town they don't show their apt.'s on the internet so I have to actually go drive around. Speaking of driving around, I have no money for gas either. I'm supposed to go home Tuesday so that I can go look at apartments, but gas is so freaking expensive I hate to go. Oh and since I can't see the fucking screen on my cell phone I can't go in and save all my #'s and pictures to my sim card, so they're all lost. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life sucks shit. And my apt. looks like ten 12 year old boys ran through it with baseball bats.
gas $90
new phone $150
food $50
overdrew account $75
tanning bed $50
electric $100
I just got paid $515 and there you go. It'll all be gone. I guess I'll just not go to the tanning bed this month. Bye bye tan. I'm supposed to be saving money to move, but it seems like every month something happens and I can't. Well I guess my anger doesn't help much, this is like the 5th phone I've broken or destroyed in the last 2 years. I think it has to do with the person that blames me for everything. That would make sense because we have to talk on the phone so much and when I get pissed off I'm already holding it. Poor cell phones. I swore I was going to take care of this one too. Oh well. Maybe I'll get lucky and I can renew my contract and get one for cheap I think it's that time anyway. But the phone's not in my name so I wonder if that person would have to be with me. Ah it's worth a try I guess.
gas $90
new phone $150
food $50
overdrew account $75
tanning bed $50
electric $100
I just got paid $515 and there you go. It'll all be gone. I guess I'll just not go to the tanning bed this month. Bye bye tan. I'm supposed to be saving money to move, but it seems like every month something happens and I can't. Well I guess my anger doesn't help much, this is like the 5th phone I've broken or destroyed in the last 2 years. I think it has to do with the person that blames me for everything. That would make sense because we have to talk on the phone so much and when I get pissed off I'm already holding it. Poor cell phones. I swore I was going to take care of this one too. Oh well. Maybe I'll get lucky and I can renew my contract and get one for cheap I think it's that time anyway. But the phone's not in my name so I wonder if that person would have to be with me. Ah it's worth a try I guess.