Muddy
Starting to slow down a bit. Realizing that even with 8 hours of sleep I am tired. Restless and anxious. A few minor panic attacks, but nothing too bad. The good news is that I only have to push through the next few months and then I get summer to relax a bit. Maybe only take one class.
Bought seeds and plan to start them soon. The quiet at the Sanctuary can be overwhelming at times. The kitties are getting used to the space here. Even they barely make a sound though.
Don't see much of the family now. It is strange to not know what they are doing or where they are. I guess seeing them at least once a month should count as occasionally, but it seems like a quick glimpse. In good news the distance has given me a buffer against the drama in general. Had my parents over for breakfast on Sunday and got a peek at the going-ons in the family from them. Overall grateful that I don't have a front row seat anymore.
Landlord will be prepping the garden for planting soon. He says to take as much space as I'd like. Goes to show he doesn't know my gardening habits yet. I will try to keep it modest. Matt even got me some small planting boxes to keep me from over-running the shared planting space. Having a shared backyard can be odd at times, but this home is so good for us in so many ways.
Missed the DG anniversary. I am more then a little bummed about it, but I will get to go this summer. I miss dancing and dressing up. I miss my silly hair. I miss all of the silly people I met.
The new house has 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. Room to grow and for the first time in a very long time, maybe even ever, I get "my own" bathroom. The living space downstairs is easy to keep clean and clutter free. I am hoping against hope that I manage to keep it that way. The windows are big and well placed. Only in the evenings and early morning do I need to flip switches.
Off to do some hw and take care of my fella.
Bought seeds and plan to start them soon. The quiet at the Sanctuary can be overwhelming at times. The kitties are getting used to the space here. Even they barely make a sound though.
Don't see much of the family now. It is strange to not know what they are doing or where they are. I guess seeing them at least once a month should count as occasionally, but it seems like a quick glimpse. In good news the distance has given me a buffer against the drama in general. Had my parents over for breakfast on Sunday and got a peek at the going-ons in the family from them. Overall grateful that I don't have a front row seat anymore.
Landlord will be prepping the garden for planting soon. He says to take as much space as I'd like. Goes to show he doesn't know my gardening habits yet. I will try to keep it modest. Matt even got me some small planting boxes to keep me from over-running the shared planting space. Having a shared backyard can be odd at times, but this home is so good for us in so many ways.
Missed the DG anniversary. I am more then a little bummed about it, but I will get to go this summer. I miss dancing and dressing up. I miss my silly hair. I miss all of the silly people I met.
The new house has 2 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. Room to grow and for the first time in a very long time, maybe even ever, I get "my own" bathroom. The living space downstairs is easy to keep clean and clutter free. I am hoping against hope that I manage to keep it that way. The windows are big and well placed. Only in the evenings and early morning do I need to flip switches.
Off to do some hw and take care of my fella.