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[darchhorizon]

i didnt believe in hell till now
i want my life back
im reasigning as president of my club
im gonna get them through the drag show then im gonna step down
ill prolly stop going after that
i think i might go back to my counseler erin
it sucks that i couldnt make it a year without seeing her
but maybe she will give me some drugs or somehtign
i think have the emotions of a rock will make a nice change for once
heather is so cute when she sleeps
i wish i could hold her again
i hurt myself last ngiht for the first time in a long time
i feel so ashamed
i dont know what im doing anymore
i give up