Oh my god!
Today is my 18th birthday. I just got my furniture and am typing this in MY bedroom for the first time in 3 months.
I got the internship at the vets. They said they were hesitant but that I did so well in the interview that I got it. Thats weird I thought I did horrible on the interview. Well I guess I am my own worst critic.
I still can't go anywere without having and attack and freaking out so I am so scared about the first day of school. I wish there was some way I could control it. I wish it would just go away like it did the first time. Otherwise I will be really skinny because I will be throwing up a lot. My nerves are shot. I need some Xanax.
Darci
I got the internship at the vets. They said they were hesitant but that I did so well in the interview that I got it. Thats weird I thought I did horrible on the interview. Well I guess I am my own worst critic.
I still can't go anywere without having and attack and freaking out so I am so scared about the first day of school. I wish there was some way I could control it. I wish it would just go away like it did the first time. Otherwise I will be really skinny because I will be throwing up a lot. My nerves are shot. I need some Xanax.
Darci