My life

Feb 23, 2005 22:53

I hate myself. I never have wanted to be what i am know. I am lost in my own sensless thoughts that have absolutley no meaning. No one seems to to bother worrying about me anymore. No one seems to call just to let me care. i wish i was the same person i once was. THe one who had lots of friends. Now im just an empty bitter shell of a man, a man ( Read more... )

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kickthetoast February 24 2005, 12:12:54 UTC
Chris,
I wish you didn't feel the way you do about yourself. You're an amazing person and you seem to just overlook that. You can't tell me that you don't mean anything to anyone anymore and that no one cares about you, because I do. You mean so much to me, and I hate it that other people disregard your kindness and ignore your pain. It makes me sick that people can be so greedy and wrapped up in their own pathetic existence to worry about someone else. Like you said, love is what makes the world go round. Everyone needs it.

Gah, depression is a disease. Listen, you gotta be strong. You gotta have faith! :)

I got the scars to remind me
of watching clocks go round
worked myself through somedays
but it put me where I am

In another time in another place
loving might have been in place
but for now I'm finding myself
fighting, standing on the rooftops screaming

"Hey world are you listening?
listen to me
I'm here and I'm willing
to begin again"

This bed is too big to sleep in,
and I'm dying just to feel you breathe
You couldn't see across the ocean,
but I was turning over 'till the vampires sleep
So dream a good one tonight
I'll listen to the bad ones when they come
Get up in my ear 'till I hear every word
Every turn of your tongue, I will tighten my grip

I'll see you in about an hour :) So be happy!! :D
I love ya,
Tiffany

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