My apologies for getting a bit serious with some of these lately. I promise it won't happen again.
The past few days have been more than a little interesting. My girlfriend of four years and I have broken up. And its my fault. Because I'm leaving. Because I didn't know how to fix what was wrong with us, what was wrong with me. Fuck, I always told her I was fucked up and things may end badly because of me. Now she sees what a waste of her fucking time I truly was. I've since quickly dived into other emotionally engaging activities. Activities that I don't regret but however am still not sure if I should be doing them or not. Especially since I'm leaving. I'm truly sorry for everyone that I've hurt or may hurt. Specifically to my now ex-girlfriend, even though she won't read this. But I'm going and I'm leaving it all behind, I'll no longer be a burden on anyone. And after I'm gone, they'll all realize that they're better off without my cynical, burdening presence. I've dug myself into hole here, so what better than to move somewhere different and begin a new hole. I don't want any comments on this one. I don't even know why I posted it. Oh yeah, cause I'm a whiney fuck just like the rest of you fucks. Fuck you.