Well...
It happened. I did exactly what I needed to do, and I finally have a bit of closure. It hurts. Hell, it feels like someone cleaved out my insides. But the answer finally gave me what I needed to move on.
So... I'm going to mourn this for a while now. It's a little dulled, considering that I prepared myself for this eventuality a while back. But it's still going to hurt for a while.
From here, all that's left is to move forward.
Edit: There we go. The numbness is leaving. I can finally start to mourn this. But dammit, I wish I didn't have to be anyplace tomorrow.
So... I'm going to mourn this for a while now. It's a little dulled, considering that I prepared myself for this eventuality a while back. But it's still going to hurt for a while.
From here, all that's left is to move forward.
Edit: There we go. The numbness is leaving. I can finally start to mourn this. But dammit, I wish I didn't have to be anyplace tomorrow.