catching up...

[daraknor]

So I've been reading my friends list for the first time in ages. It is interesting to see all of the things people have been up to. Lives changed, things happening. There was a post in my friends about a physics theory involving 240 or so dimensions simplifying math for a grand unified theory. Tried to find that again but couldn't find the post or

Comments

Re: Constructive Advice (I Hope)

[daraknor]

Point 2 is rather hard for several reasons. I have the seizures mostly under control now (no eggs) but sometimes people just don't listen. In Jan there was a guy who kept calling and I tried explaining that I would call him back after after my health was stable. He redialed my cell over a dozen times to harass me. I turned my cell off and still had the seizure. 3 hours later when I recovered I turned my cell on and received over 60 text messages.

I never want to talk to or be in the same room as that person ever again, because he knew what he was doing. One person that I was in a relationship with did similar things knowing full well the consequences of their actions. They stood over me and kept screaming as I was laying on the ground convulsing. After I managed to crawl to candy+insulin, take the shot and eat a ton of candy a sudden change happened and she was all sweetness and kindness.

The majority of people don't want to deal with my health issues. I don't blame them. A few people use them against me. I do blame them. Some people are in the middle, accepting, helping as they can, but mostly staying out of the way. I have mostly stopped the seizures, but overwork, stress, loud noises, bad sugar levels, etc are still triggers when combined.

I will take points 1 and 3 very much to heart. Point 2... The seizures are hard and I mostly have them under control. Point 1 should probably eliminate them. As I said earlier and other places, my personal life is simply on hold indefinitely.