...Kinda sad...
Just got back from Type o negative. Concert good. Molly's car got towed and of course the one time I leave my cell in the car. So we got to sit at walgreens on vine st waiting for Molly's mom. I need sleep but I'm pissed and confused. If Mynkus finds me half as annoying as I find Dennis then I feel sorry for him. I love Dennis and I feel bad but I can't take it anymore. He's said horrible things to me and stiffed me and all kinds of shit. And he does the thing I find most annoying. He gives a reason for something he does and then when I counter him he stumbles into newly thought excuses. He said washing his bracelet with soap would make it smell worse because it's leather. Maybe I'm wrong but that sounds stupid. I think it smells a hell of a lot better cause most of the B.O. stench is gone. Whatever. We got in a big fight and aren't talking. I told him I was tired of him waking me up every five mins just to hear me say I need sleep only to call me five mins later. (It's me only male). Then getting me out of bed to tell me I can't come with because his "friend" steve just told him not to bring me. WTF??? I'm sick of it. I wanna be selfish dammit. Well I am for attention sometimes. KEEP YOUR MOUTHS SHUT! Well I feel guilty even though Dennis is an ass. He WAS the only one there when I was fighting off all the bad shit. I guess in the end we only has ourselves. Right? You get married for 20 years, have a kid and a dog together and they leave you for some one younger. Why? And you give. And your soul dies. You die.