Jul 26, 2004 02:13
my god it has been forever ..
wes moved and it has been extremely hard like dealing with the trust issue and everything..it has to be the most frustrating and straining thing ive ever had to deal with but i cant be without him so im sticking through it bad and good times, which we have so many good. 9 months im not trying to loose all that and i love him, he is all i need .. he has been the only thing holding me on with family and friends problems and just everything ..
well my friends haha that consists well of true friends kristen haha and ashley, im not super close with her like kristen is but i still love her to death and shit.. i still talk to brittany but shes always with beau and amy once in a blue moon but plans never go through, everyone else fucking fucked me over and made me realize people are fake and to always watch your back even if you didnt do a damn thing, which i didnt..also that this is not the first time it has happened so im done and ended all ties because those girls arent real friends and arent that cool and im SO much BETTER without them .. im moving going to college i dont need them or their drama queen bullshit im better than that ..
yet noone has come up to me and said anything just shit talked which is kinda the funny part and i didnt do anything to be talked shit about but maybe thats because my dad happens to be "a cop" hahahah RIIIIIIGHT my mom even laughed at that
i guess all things happen for a reason so i aint even worried actually glad that i was able to relieve that huge load of shit off my back
peace <3