Apr 22, 2004 17:35
ahhhh basically i just want to scream fuck you on the top of my lungs so badly its ridiculous .. i mean seriously my friends are shit there are a few exceptions like amy and britt but thats it plain ol shit .. i dont even hvae to do anything but yet im the bad guy its straight though.. they all bitch and say how the 12-pack are a bunch of fake drama queens that fkk eachother over all the time but so are they, they do the same shyt .. the situation is this i did nothing like no joke im not just saying i did something and i dont think its wrong like seriously i didnt do anything and they talk shit about me, and try to seclude me so fuck them i dont care i dont even want friends like that .. im done finished they all talk a big game but dont say shyt to my face .. its dumb fkk everyone else i'd rather be alone then with girls like that .. this wkend i dont think im going to hang out with them so i'll call up other people its straight .. i bet they will all fkking call up amy and try to be best friends w/her again after all this shyt so she can drive them around, put money for alcohol, and to sleep at her house .. its sad really .. they wait till the end of the year to fuck me over when im graduating thats some bullshit huh .. i swear if i didnt have wes i would be a wreck .. hes like my escape from all this stupid lil girl bullshit.. it doesnt even matter that we fight most the time, hes still there just that fact that if everything else disappeared i would still hvae him and im so happy for that .. he stuck through such rough times and dealt with me .. i dont know i would hvae gone crazy on those girls .. amy man i feel so bad for her b/c she is so nice i love her though..britt nothing but love you crazy mofo
anyways ive learned something though from this all - eventually you'll get through this and eventually you'll be able to see through people .. just give it time - what ever happens happens......