Dec 03, 2004 16:28
i kno were not together now and maybe not for awhile. we just need to
give it time to heal then after some time it will all seem so real.
start over if we have to, whatever it takes. adventually we will get it
right. time is all we need right now. u live ur life, ill live mine
then if its ment to be, things will be just fine <333
yup so i was thinking about it, everything, all of it. and how i
know that were not together right now and thats not going to bother me.
It will not bother me. it just wont. so yeah. like i was thinking of a
perfect way to do that. yeah so if he ever decided that he wanted to be
back together.. that would be the sweetest way to do it with the
t&c necklace. well actually. it doesnt have to be that way because
if its ment to be, the necklace doesnt really matter, its just an added
benifit.
yeah this shit is getting so annoying with everything. the whole jill
and alexa and mallory fight. now james is involved?? what. why would
anyone get him involved. uhhhh thats just retarded. i wish i wasnt
involved in it just cuz its so annoying. i just want someone to
appologize and end this fight, its over the stupidest stuff too. wow.
so retarded. so yeah idk schools getting pretty annoying. im sick of
thses rumors and all of it. SO SICK OF IT.
so bobbys got himself stuck in this deal with keith and he thought he
was gonna get beat up because of it. but im not really sick of that
shit. im sick of the shit everyones been talking about with james and
whatnot. like a couple people i kinda know and a couple i just dont
know were like.. you and james had sex?? or u fucked james ?? what the
hell !?! where are people getting this idea from ? someone had to start
that and i sure as hell didnt. like why would anyone do that. why cant
people just not talk about me. it used to just be about the drugs.. now
its sex. what the fuck. damnit people need to get a life now.
yup and like so i was walkin from lunch to evan's english room and was
waiting for him and i saw kelly and so i was talking with her and she
asked me about james but not about sex or anything because shes not gay
like that. right so she was just like.. wow thats ridiculous.. and
online. she was very supportive. then shes like so what are u doing
here.. and i told her i was waitng for evan but then evan wasnt there
and i was like.. ohhh yeah he has college interviews today. and then
kel was like.. aww thats so sweet how you remember everything the guys
are up too. your so sweet. and she like saw james in his english room
and was like.. uhh he looks like a loser then she saw keith and i said
high to him and she was like.. haha.. he doesnt look like a loser yup
and so we just like walked to chemistry and then split. shes so nice. i
love kelly. hehe.
yeah amanda carey is my idol and i love her. that shit with andew
pietow or whatever was so gay. hes a retard. sending his friends to
break up with her. wow at least she told him off. fuck you and dont
fucking send your friends to do that shit for me.. fucking asshole
*finger* wow i love that girl. never knew she had it in her.. haha. wow.
yep so like im so excited
karoline is having a party tonight and im so freakin excited. i mean im
sad im not hanging out with my true lover lindsey but hopefully we can
hang out saturday and sunday. i love her and miss her. but yeah. so
like karos party is supposed to be wicked sick. and like were sleepin
at this kid kever's house. hottness. so excited. yup so yeah. thats
pretty much it.ohh yeah when i came home no one but the pool guy was
here and i was kinda dissapointed but whatever. like jay l gavin and
timo came home and jay l and i had a pillow fight and he stole my hat.
then i stole his phone and tried to call china.. execpt i dont know the
number there..... too bad. haha. yeah so we called truse and i hit him
anyway with the pillow. hehehehe. silly me. whatever tho.
things are lookin good. i guess.
if people would stop making shit up then it would be alright
wow guys guess what.. im not going out with james. ohhhhhhhh. how bout
we just stop talking about that. stop making shit up. nothing really
happened with him. it didnt even last a month. why do people keep
thinking this. ohh WHAT THE FUCK. someone just
imed me right now and was like.. wow so i heard that while you were
going out with james, you fucked some black dude. why would you do that
to him????? wow. i didnt fuck anyone. and i didnt cheat on james.
where are people getting these ideas???