Nov 23, 2004 22:36
ive been feeling really sad latley but you know what, im not gonna let those feelings bother me. im gonna try to be a happy person. im not just going to sit there in misery thinking about what we had. if im lucky, we will get that back, if im not, then i wont. i'm still gonna miss it but, theres nothing i can do,is there?
it was getting weird - it was getting awkward - is that what you want me to say? - is that what will make you happy? - cuz if it is, ill say it. ill say whatever - if it makes you happy. ill stop everything i do if it makes u happy.
ive become such a bad kid . . ever since whatever, i just did. skipping classes, getting detentions, doing those things, failing grades. i dont know whats causing it but something just isn't right.