Crushed ......
* Sigh! * i wish i would not start anything a week ago ......
my friend from PA asked me to see if it's true that dennis died ? i was like who is he ? they said yes, u know nan's ex husband - i was like oh yea, i know him from MSD school ..... so i asked one of my friend in flint to see if its true ? so it went everywhere in flint and found out it's NOT TRUE ...
he's alive and doing fine, rumors is not true ....... which i'm glad to hear.
then last saturday morning, my friend IMed me so QUICKLY and SAID FINISH YOUR RUMOR CAME TRUE!!!!
i was lost and said: what are u talkin' about ? she was like well, dennis died !!!!
i was like WTF and don't believe her ...... she said yesssss, he died .... everyone was so shocked cuz rumors went everywhere last week and its not true ..... but ITS HAPPENED one week later ...... i was like WHOAAAA ....... then other friend IMed me and said did you hear about it ?
i was like yea, i just found out and i'm truly sorrry about it because i don't know what to say ...... so then i asked her - how did he died ?
u know what she said to me: ...... she said: well HE DIED LIKE YOUR FATHER ........ he got heart attack and got in car accident.
i was SPEECHLESS ..... dave came in my room and said: what's matter ? because my face was .......... SO SAD and I LOOK SO LOST!
i explained what happened to dave ....... he was like what ? i said yes, i can't believe it ...... i wish i wouldn't ask or say anything about it ....
its just HAPPENED ...... a friend from flint said i hope their daughters will be ok and won't be mad at you for this ...... i was like what ?!
it's nothing do with me, i just asked IF it's true and found out its not true but one week later, he died ....... i wish i would do something but
i don't know what to say for real ....... i am in shocked ..... then one of my friend IMed me this morning and said: your father's cross is GONE ... did you take it down ?!
i was like WHAT ? noooo, i didn't take it down and i NEVER will !!!! ....... she said she looked everywhere, she knew it's same spot everytime she passed from her work and it's all gone ........ i was like WHAT ?!?!? ....... of course, i GOT UPSET and PISSED OFF !!!!
i WOULD YELL AT WHOEVER FOR TOOK IT OUT ....... NOBODY HAVE RIGHT TO TAKE IT OFF !!!!! ...... i'm SO SO SO mad and i feel like something's revenage me back because i ASKED about their father and NOW my cross is gone ........... WTF ?
why me ? why did this happened to me ? i didn't mean to .................. i'm sorry for asked.
i am going to check there today or tomorrow to see if my father's cross is there ...... if it's gone, i am gonna RE-MAKE it period ...... but i am very upset since my stuffs, jag's leash, flowers, pictures, pow signs, my father's hat and t-shirt is all gone if it's true .........
so so so upset right now ........ i wish THIS would not HAPPEN to me .......... sigh.
my father, i love you - miss you xoxox.
my friend from PA asked me to see if it's true that dennis died ? i was like who is he ? they said yes, u know nan's ex husband - i was like oh yea, i know him from MSD school ..... so i asked one of my friend in flint to see if its true ? so it went everywhere in flint and found out it's NOT TRUE ...
he's alive and doing fine, rumors is not true ....... which i'm glad to hear.
then last saturday morning, my friend IMed me so QUICKLY and SAID FINISH YOUR RUMOR CAME TRUE!!!!
i was lost and said: what are u talkin' about ? she was like well, dennis died !!!!
i was like WTF and don't believe her ...... she said yesssss, he died .... everyone was so shocked cuz rumors went everywhere last week and its not true ..... but ITS HAPPENED one week later ...... i was like WHOAAAA ....... then other friend IMed me and said did you hear about it ?
i was like yea, i just found out and i'm truly sorrry about it because i don't know what to say ...... so then i asked her - how did he died ?
u know what she said to me: ...... she said: well HE DIED LIKE YOUR FATHER ........ he got heart attack and got in car accident.
i was SPEECHLESS ..... dave came in my room and said: what's matter ? because my face was .......... SO SAD and I LOOK SO LOST!
i explained what happened to dave ....... he was like what ? i said yes, i can't believe it ...... i wish i wouldn't ask or say anything about it ....
its just HAPPENED ...... a friend from flint said i hope their daughters will be ok and won't be mad at you for this ...... i was like what ?!
it's nothing do with me, i just asked IF it's true and found out its not true but one week later, he died ....... i wish i would do something but
i don't know what to say for real ....... i am in shocked ..... then one of my friend IMed me this morning and said: your father's cross is GONE ... did you take it down ?!
i was like WHAT ? noooo, i didn't take it down and i NEVER will !!!! ....... she said she looked everywhere, she knew it's same spot everytime she passed from her work and it's all gone ........ i was like WHAT ?!?!? ....... of course, i GOT UPSET and PISSED OFF !!!!
i WOULD YELL AT WHOEVER FOR TOOK IT OUT ....... NOBODY HAVE RIGHT TO TAKE IT OFF !!!!! ...... i'm SO SO SO mad and i feel like something's revenage me back because i ASKED about their father and NOW my cross is gone ........... WTF ?
why me ? why did this happened to me ? i didn't mean to .................. i'm sorry for asked.
i am going to check there today or tomorrow to see if my father's cross is there ...... if it's gone, i am gonna RE-MAKE it period ...... but i am very upset since my stuffs, jag's leash, flowers, pictures, pow signs, my father's hat and t-shirt is all gone if it's true .........
so so so upset right now ........ i wish THIS would not HAPPEN to me .......... sigh.
my father, i love you - miss you xoxox.