Playtime is Over
"Please just don't play with me. My paper heart will bleed."
I've figured out what my problem was last semester; too many games going on. Too much thinking 'will this be their next move' and 'what are they planning on that made them do things this way.' No more of that shit. That's not who I am.
I don't play the games. I'm the referee. Even moreso, I'm the sponsor for all the games, which means I do sit back with my feet up and control all of the politics involved.
I let myself turn into a participant this past semester. Shame on me.
No more of that. No more letting other people decide. No more shady business and 'feeling bad' and giving in to what others want. I'm better than that.
And I'll prove it yet again.
So, anyone who give this a glance, simply remember that I'm done with games. So if you've been playing one with me, you just lost. And if you need clarification on whether you had a game going or not, step up and ask me. I'll make it very clear.