today..a sad day.
sigh.i woke up quite early today..1pm.no it isnt early..nvm u can decide...i woke up with a heavy head and a heavy heart.whats more when i slept at 8am in the morning all thanks to the results yesterday night.cant sleep lar.still very sad very pissed.i think im having a headache.not feeling very well.plus im having stomach problems.dunno wad happened.lately very frequent keep getting tummyaches for no reason.dunno is it because of my diet or eating times..sigh.im getting tired and sick of this hectic life.someone bring me to aust.bring me to holland.bring me to a countryside.im sick of this hectic lifestyle...i want a quite place to things like.i want to be in some place by myself..with my friends..or make new friends..go for picnics.go for water sports/beach games by the beautiful beach..just some simpler life..
JCTs.my horror.its coming.failing JCTs is not a small issue.neither is it that big because its neither promos nor prelims nor As..but its not something i should take lightly too.its a major exam after all.how am i gonna face my parents after the results come out? i dont want to get scolded and nagged for like days for my results.i dont want to be banned from watching soccer nor using the computer.i used to think i have full control over myself.but i can see since this year started.im losing it.losing it badly.total lost control of myself.i can no longer resist temptations.what happened? guess its because nvm..i will get it back right on track.i shall pray for it tonight.
am i gonna sleep early? i said im not gonna watch tonight's match.france is none of my problem.they better lose for all i care.but still i think im gonna watch it later.what kind of control is this that i have? i dont know.how am i gonna wake up and do my paper on monday? fuck.this is getting out of hand.
okay i did nothing today.nothing.no mugging no nothing.i finished circular motion MCQ with okay results..I did forces,hookes law and equilibrium of forces.not too bad.quite bad..but now im going dynamics.the worse of everything.guess what happened? i will tell u.out of 5 questions 4 is wrong.and i dun even know how 2 do the qns.reminder.its ONLY mcq.what the hell is this? i dunno.im sick of this.sick of physics.i feel like throwing it away into the rubbish bin.
i didnt do fmath paper today.shit.what shit?im left with 1 fmath paper and 1/1/2 phy paper.i must do it tmr.its a must.top of the to-do-list.i can slack but only today.up to tonight.i have to give up tmr's holland match i guess.i need to switch my timings back.or else.im dead.very dead.okay.winnie please be more rational..i used to be.but after the SC stuffs.i became very follow my heart.i dunno wad happened.i really dunno.sigh.im changing so much that i cant really believe or accept it.this is bad.
well.as for now.b4 e game starts or while the game is going on.winnie is gonna print out her physics definitions.read thru them.finish my dynamics understanding of what went wrong.and do temperature mcqs.its a must or else no sleep for myself.i can take it one.sleep has never been a big issue to me.sometimes i think e more i sleep the more tired i am.and i swear to read thru my induction notes no matter what and yes momentum too.by today.its called DEADLINE..but isnt it my DATELINE? sigh.irony..what an irony.
okay.im determined to figure out what went wrong for england.
here are some of my lil possibilities.
-erikssons made e wrong decision when coming to tatics.
-the change of scholes for p.neville.
-england shouldnt have played defensive.
-lampard's and beckham's ability to have pin point 60m crosses didnt work.
-owen was too slow.
-vassell didnt match well with owen.wrong pair.
-rooney's stupid break of bone in leg.spoils the striker pair.
-beckham's inability to do great passes.
-beckham's low work rate compared to how he performs few years back.
-scholes missing in action
-lampard and gerrard unable to launch far shots from penalty box.
-poor possession by england.
-half the time they were all in their own half besides the striking pair.
-P.neville sucks..he cant defend,cant pass,cant attack.useless player.
-beckham's missed penalty.
-poor pitch quality.soil moved the ball when beckham stepped on it.(portugal's pitch sucks!)
-lousy referring by the referee.
-bias-ness probably he is a swiss and england beat swiss 3-0 with a lousy performance implies lousy fifa arranging.
-portugal as home ground.referee gives face to portugal.freekicks were in portugal's favour most of the time.
-the decisive goal.yes.89' sol's header was disallowded(fuck the referee)
-vassell's luck wasnt with him.
-david james cant save penalties for nuts.
-david james has slow reaction.
-lady luck wasnt shining on england.
-fatigue in the england's team during the ET.
-low workrate in the 2nd half by england.
-G.neville didnt defend like how A.cole did...led to portgual's chances.
-more men power from portugal in the penalty box and around it.
-england's defence for set pieces.sucks...
-terry's fault for not snatching/going for the header which lead to Postiga's goal.
*on the other note: terry n sol is that impt in the air for england.
thats all i want to complain for now.take it or leave me alone.dont come adding comments to my entry telling me im bias or that goal indeed shldnt be counted or how england sucks..or worse off tell me how overrated beckham is.because the only response is to delete ur comment.so,fuck off.
*eDiTx= mUhAha...GOOD JOB GREECE! bye france...=) muahhahaa..dont worry zidane.i still love u.if england is gonna get into the semi's what makes france worthy of qualitfication.zero football sense.no skills.lost form.poor passing.horrible defence.BYE FRANCE!muahaha..!!!i cant help it but to laugh when the whistle blew.heheh.great referee-ing by the way!! much better dan that sucker yesterday=)
final score: greece 1-france 0
mUhHhaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
-despite the fact,i still love zidane-
.....lets start rooting for holland...then if figo plays..lets root for portugal!!
JCTs.my horror.its coming.failing JCTs is not a small issue.neither is it that big because its neither promos nor prelims nor As..but its not something i should take lightly too.its a major exam after all.how am i gonna face my parents after the results come out? i dont want to get scolded and nagged for like days for my results.i dont want to be banned from watching soccer nor using the computer.i used to think i have full control over myself.but i can see since this year started.im losing it.losing it badly.total lost control of myself.i can no longer resist temptations.what happened? guess its because nvm..i will get it back right on track.i shall pray for it tonight.
am i gonna sleep early? i said im not gonna watch tonight's match.france is none of my problem.they better lose for all i care.but still i think im gonna watch it later.what kind of control is this that i have? i dont know.how am i gonna wake up and do my paper on monday? fuck.this is getting out of hand.
okay i did nothing today.nothing.no mugging no nothing.i finished circular motion MCQ with okay results..I did forces,hookes law and equilibrium of forces.not too bad.quite bad..but now im going dynamics.the worse of everything.guess what happened? i will tell u.out of 5 questions 4 is wrong.and i dun even know how 2 do the qns.reminder.its ONLY mcq.what the hell is this? i dunno.im sick of this.sick of physics.i feel like throwing it away into the rubbish bin.
i didnt do fmath paper today.shit.what shit?im left with 1 fmath paper and 1/1/2 phy paper.i must do it tmr.its a must.top of the to-do-list.i can slack but only today.up to tonight.i have to give up tmr's holland match i guess.i need to switch my timings back.or else.im dead.very dead.okay.winnie please be more rational..i used to be.but after the SC stuffs.i became very follow my heart.i dunno wad happened.i really dunno.sigh.im changing so much that i cant really believe or accept it.this is bad.
well.as for now.b4 e game starts or while the game is going on.winnie is gonna print out her physics definitions.read thru them.finish my dynamics understanding of what went wrong.and do temperature mcqs.its a must or else no sleep for myself.i can take it one.sleep has never been a big issue to me.sometimes i think e more i sleep the more tired i am.and i swear to read thru my induction notes no matter what and yes momentum too.by today.its called DEADLINE..but isnt it my DATELINE? sigh.irony..what an irony.
okay.im determined to figure out what went wrong for england.
here are some of my lil possibilities.
-erikssons made e wrong decision when coming to tatics.
-the change of scholes for p.neville.
-england shouldnt have played defensive.
-lampard's and beckham's ability to have pin point 60m crosses didnt work.
-owen was too slow.
-vassell didnt match well with owen.wrong pair.
-rooney's stupid break of bone in leg.spoils the striker pair.
-beckham's inability to do great passes.
-beckham's low work rate compared to how he performs few years back.
-scholes missing in action
-lampard and gerrard unable to launch far shots from penalty box.
-poor possession by england.
-half the time they were all in their own half besides the striking pair.
-P.neville sucks..he cant defend,cant pass,cant attack.useless player.
-beckham's missed penalty.
-poor pitch quality.soil moved the ball when beckham stepped on it.(portugal's pitch sucks!)
-lousy referring by the referee.
-bias-ness probably he is a swiss and england beat swiss 3-0 with a lousy performance implies lousy fifa arranging.
-portugal as home ground.referee gives face to portugal.freekicks were in portugal's favour most of the time.
-the decisive goal.yes.89' sol's header was disallowded(fuck the referee)
-vassell's luck wasnt with him.
-david james cant save penalties for nuts.
-david james has slow reaction.
-lady luck wasnt shining on england.
-fatigue in the england's team during the ET.
-low workrate in the 2nd half by england.
-G.neville didnt defend like how A.cole did...led to portgual's chances.
-more men power from portugal in the penalty box and around it.
-england's defence for set pieces.sucks...
-terry's fault for not snatching/going for the header which lead to Postiga's goal.
*on the other note: terry n sol is that impt in the air for england.
thats all i want to complain for now.take it or leave me alone.dont come adding comments to my entry telling me im bias or that goal indeed shldnt be counted or how england sucks..or worse off tell me how overrated beckham is.because the only response is to delete ur comment.so,fuck off.
*eDiTx= mUhAha...GOOD JOB GREECE! bye france...=) muahhahaa..dont worry zidane.i still love u.if england is gonna get into the semi's what makes france worthy of qualitfication.zero football sense.no skills.lost form.poor passing.horrible defence.BYE FRANCE!muahaha..!!!i cant help it but to laugh when the whistle blew.heheh.great referee-ing by the way!! much better dan that sucker yesterday=)
final score: greece 1-france 0
mUhHhaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
-despite the fact,i still love zidane-
.....lets start rooting for holland...then if figo plays..lets root for portugal!!