Fuck dis shit..maybe its over?

[dapodman]

Well i have no idea what is with her and me now..im pretty sure i can say anything that was there or was gonna be there is gone..i felt she flirted alot and she stated she didnt..which is exceptional i mean its her defense..i belived her over time..and im like ok this girl is for me..although..she would still get mad and confused cuz she thought i didnt belive her and she thought iwas always mad at her when i wasnt..and then i find out she kinda likes the guy that i thought she flirted with alot..hmmm....that was a total blow to the heart but yet she wonders why im mad...liek usual da podman fucks up in the end....im not exactly sure what to do anymore in this situtation...i pretty much in a sense got played..but i mean its funny girls always claim they cant find a CARING GUY and that we alwasy hurt them and dont care..thats such bull shit haha...im sure theres a shit load of guys that do care and shit like that..its unreal...but i mean im not gonna take this one too hard on myself..i did like her alot..EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU THAT READS THIS LIVEJOURNAL OF MINE KNOWS THAT ive been writing about her since i started this thing...but im just gonna see where this leads me...i cant do much about it..you cant change the way someone "feels" and the way that they change there mind "randomly"?? But fuck it..im gonna have to see what happens...leave some comments if you have any..thanx
~PodMan~ <-- oNe aNd oNlY~