Extremely bored
Um, yeah i seriously don't remember what I was going to say. I'm just... not in a good mood now. Oh yes, there we go. It was just a long little rant about why I don't trust people at all anymore. But then, I've done FAR too much whining this month to go on. I just don't know... I'm never happy anymore. Maybe after finals, I can take off and do something by myself [ok fine not by myself. I'll probably drag some poor unsuspecting person off with me]... I think i've been working way too hard to meet people and make this less hard on me..
Plus I had a serious discussion about my future, and it's SO unclear now. UBC doesn't really offer anything I'm seriously interested in. I mean, departments, yes, but the courses in the departments, no. I feel like I wasted my time taking all those advanced science/math courses in high school and to just go into arts with no plan at all. I'm thinking of going to BCIT after I get my degree [parents won't let me go before... why not? who knows...] cuz they sort of have something I'm interested in. Or else the Art institute of Seattle... Yeah, far far away from sciences and stuff. For now i think i'm gonna go for an international relations degree. French. *sigh*...
hm. He doesn't know, apparently, or he's just very good at pretending nothing is going on and i'm his buddy. Then again, I don't really care anymore. But SHE does know, and that's not good. I like her, she's really nice, and I really really really don't want her to be mad at me/hate me/any other petty little thing but who knows right? Neither do I.
i'm probably going to have to end up taking some random frat guy to semiformal.
Plus I had a serious discussion about my future, and it's SO unclear now. UBC doesn't really offer anything I'm seriously interested in. I mean, departments, yes, but the courses in the departments, no. I feel like I wasted my time taking all those advanced science/math courses in high school and to just go into arts with no plan at all. I'm thinking of going to BCIT after I get my degree [parents won't let me go before... why not? who knows...] cuz they sort of have something I'm interested in. Or else the Art institute of Seattle... Yeah, far far away from sciences and stuff. For now i think i'm gonna go for an international relations degree. French. *sigh*...
hm. He doesn't know, apparently, or he's just very good at pretending nothing is going on and i'm his buddy. Then again, I don't really care anymore. But SHE does know, and that's not good. I like her, she's really nice, and I really really really don't want her to be mad at me/hate me/any other petty little thing but who knows right? Neither do I.
i'm probably going to have to end up taking some random frat guy to semiformal.