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Happy 21st birthday, Rita.
I had all this stuff to say, but I don't know how to say any of it. I guess what I'm trying to say is I still think it's unfair, I still think it sucks, and I still miss you. I know the feeling slowly fades, but there are days, like this one - your birthday - where it comes back, and it feels like it was yesterday.
I get so paranoid now. Whenever I call a friend, and they don't pick up, I can't help but think "maybe it happened to them too." I know its a horrible thing to think and not true at all, but if it could happen to Rita it could happen to anyone. I want to have a memorial service for her, because her official one is for family members only. *sigh*
This weekend, they have rides at the night market. I'm bringing my cousin, who wants to come?
The summer has gone by so fast... I really am not looking forward to giving my 2 weeks notice and starting school again.
I had all this stuff to say, but I don't know how to say any of it. I guess what I'm trying to say is I still think it's unfair, I still think it sucks, and I still miss you. I know the feeling slowly fades, but there are days, like this one - your birthday - where it comes back, and it feels like it was yesterday.
I get so paranoid now. Whenever I call a friend, and they don't pick up, I can't help but think "maybe it happened to them too." I know its a horrible thing to think and not true at all, but if it could happen to Rita it could happen to anyone. I want to have a memorial service for her, because her official one is for family members only. *sigh*
This weekend, they have rides at the night market. I'm bringing my cousin, who wants to come?
The summer has gone by so fast... I really am not looking forward to giving my 2 weeks notice and starting school again.