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"lies as thick as flies" so he says.
"im really gonna change." she says.
right back to square one.
i couldnt have flown a kite today if i tried.
not that i guess i would have anyway.
it was just a joke in passing.
i didnt buy the bus tickets either.
what my motives are and what i tell myself they are lie seemingly apart.
it takes two to play along, one blind sided, while the other just blind.
i dont know which is which and im afraid to ask for help.
i stared at the sun yesterday till i couldnt see.
i answered not a one phone call. i was busy being thick as thieves.
have i forgotten that quickly what i said i would do?
i cant remember what day it is.
8 beers later, i drive home and start to die.
i dont belong here but these places, they are all the same distraction.
i am so much like her, i cant feel my toes.
now i know where time has gone.
so easily swayed and easier to distract completely.
i just wish i understood this myself.
pissing on floors with pups a fancy, no one will really know till i tell them.
first i have to tell myself.
and suddenly, im outta breath again.
cough it up honey.
i just wish things were the same.
things can never be the same.
i put a forgotten spell on you.
its all in due time, my dear.
i wish we could go back to that tree.
id tell you everything.
"im really gonna change." she says.
right back to square one.
i couldnt have flown a kite today if i tried.
not that i guess i would have anyway.
it was just a joke in passing.
i didnt buy the bus tickets either.
what my motives are and what i tell myself they are lie seemingly apart.
it takes two to play along, one blind sided, while the other just blind.
i dont know which is which and im afraid to ask for help.
i stared at the sun yesterday till i couldnt see.
i answered not a one phone call. i was busy being thick as thieves.
have i forgotten that quickly what i said i would do?
i cant remember what day it is.
8 beers later, i drive home and start to die.
i dont belong here but these places, they are all the same distraction.
i am so much like her, i cant feel my toes.
now i know where time has gone.
so easily swayed and easier to distract completely.
i just wish i understood this myself.
pissing on floors with pups a fancy, no one will really know till i tell them.
first i have to tell myself.
and suddenly, im outta breath again.
cough it up honey.
i just wish things were the same.
things can never be the same.
i put a forgotten spell on you.
its all in due time, my dear.
i wish we could go back to that tree.
id tell you everything.