Private: Owls and a few private thoughts
Dearest Tracy,
Where the heck have you been?? I know I'm usually one for disappearing like that, but now you are. Just checking to see if you're alright and if you ever need to talk, you know where to find me, usually in the library weekdays. Hope to see you soon.
Love,
Daph xo
Pansy,
What's been going on with you? I've been hearing simply horrid things about you from people and I'm a little worried since I haven't seen you. I'm sorry, I know there's now tension between us because of the fact that both you and I fancy Blaise. I don't want this to be a competition, really. I don't want to fight with you about it either. So I hope you feel better darling, just owl me back with how you are doing and everything.
Love,
Daphne
Alright, I've been hearing some pretty nasty stuff about Pansy. I don't know what's going on with her. My mother owled me this morning, saying Draco's mother owled her saying that Draco called Pansy a cow. My mother seems to think she needs to be reformed and I should help, seeing as, these are her exact words, "you are the vision of loveliness and elegance and perfect charm, unlike Pansy." She also said "that's the only thing I would expect from you Daphne, perfection, you should know that. I think you should hang out with Pansy more, your charm and manners would certainly rub off on her." I wrote her and told her that Pansy doesn't need that, Pansy is quite a vision of elegance herself and I meant that with zero hints or sarcasm. This has probably made her angry and I will be hearing about it soon. I don't understand all this gossip going on between our mothers. She said my father had been getting harassed at the Ministry and that he and Lucius are always being suspected by Arthur Weasley and all that. Well that's a given, there's lots of people that suspect that my father is a deatheater. I don't like to even think about it, seeing as I'm not quite sure myself.
I worry about Pansy though. I hope all this stuff doesn't get to her. But I believe the mothers are plotting again. I don't know how many times I've told my mother I refuse to marry Draco and she tells me it would be for the good of the family. Then she tells me that my father agrees and I told her that it's really no use, I will never marry him, especially since I know that that's such a blatant lie, seeing as my father wants me to marry into the Zabini family. I bloody hate this. I refuse to be married to someone without my consent or anything, I mean, what if I don't even love my husband that I'm forced to marry? I'll probably lead a miserable life with a death eater husband and the ministry constantly on my arse about being on who's side and all that. This is tiring to think about this.
That's all I can think of for now, all this thinking about the future is making my head spin.