You be and the mirror and Ill be your reflection...
Well its been awhile since ive actually felt like updating but I just got a sudden urge to update. So I am :P
Anyways things are... stationary? I guess. Just same old same old. Theres been a few adjustments. Ive had to start getting used to spending time with myself again lately. It was weird. I dont think I realized just how much of my time I was spending around my freinds until they all either left or got jobs or did one of the other million and one things that comes along with growing up in todays world. Anyways i'd gotten used to always being around them and now im not, so its been an adjustment. One at times I dont like but.....I dont know
*shrugs shoulders*
Im finding that the times I dont like it are starting to get fewer and fewer in between. Heck last weekend I could have gone out and just didnt feel like it. Wanted to be by myself. I had more fun folding my socks than I would have had going out. Sad? Maybe a little, but im ok with that
I guess Im just finally realizing and really understanding that I cant cling so hard to what my life used to be like. I dont know. I probably shouldnt try analyzing it. I guess Ill just say that im happy that as of late im not feeling so down all the time
As for the job its going great. I kinda feel bad for my freinds bc when Im with them all I seem to do is talk about how good and cute and sweet Carter and Grace are.
And seriously how come No one told me about that great feeling that you get when a 2 year falls asleep on your chest? I swear when grace did that I though it was the sweetest thing in the world. And Omg im going to end up having like 5 kids
*head desk*
Ok no really though, and I think ive said this before but having this current job really makes me realize how much I do want to have kids one day. Ive decided that between the ages 25 and 30 would even be the perfect age.
And you all hear that sound? That will be the heckling im sure ill recieve from at least one of my freinds but hey im ok with that too...
If ya cant tell ive been very future reflective lately. I blame that on the immigration finally moveing foraward.....I hope....
*knock on wood*
But this is what happens when im by myself. But thats ok too.
ANyways as for the immediate future I dont know. Only thing I know for sure is that between my job and Hay come july im gonna be busy as all hell. Oo also I want to go visit denise for a week and Hopefully soom Ill get to talk to and see some of my freinds when they get home from university. Oo also if it kills me I will get WIll to teach me to drive this summer.
But ya those are my thoughts of late..
On a fan girly note: *I LOVE NCIS..... Abby is my idol
**CSI had me laughing my butt off tonight but where
the hell was Warrick?
***And whos excited for house next week??? MEEEEeeeee!!
ANd that end my fangirly note for the night :P
Anyways thats all for now. Maybe ill write Moonday about my weekend. Ill try no gurantees though. Til next time though HUGZ to all
Anyways things are... stationary? I guess. Just same old same old. Theres been a few adjustments. Ive had to start getting used to spending time with myself again lately. It was weird. I dont think I realized just how much of my time I was spending around my freinds until they all either left or got jobs or did one of the other million and one things that comes along with growing up in todays world. Anyways i'd gotten used to always being around them and now im not, so its been an adjustment. One at times I dont like but.....I dont know
*shrugs shoulders*
Im finding that the times I dont like it are starting to get fewer and fewer in between. Heck last weekend I could have gone out and just didnt feel like it. Wanted to be by myself. I had more fun folding my socks than I would have had going out. Sad? Maybe a little, but im ok with that
I guess Im just finally realizing and really understanding that I cant cling so hard to what my life used to be like. I dont know. I probably shouldnt try analyzing it. I guess Ill just say that im happy that as of late im not feeling so down all the time
As for the job its going great. I kinda feel bad for my freinds bc when Im with them all I seem to do is talk about how good and cute and sweet Carter and Grace are.
And seriously how come No one told me about that great feeling that you get when a 2 year falls asleep on your chest? I swear when grace did that I though it was the sweetest thing in the world. And Omg im going to end up having like 5 kids
*head desk*
Ok no really though, and I think ive said this before but having this current job really makes me realize how much I do want to have kids one day. Ive decided that between the ages 25 and 30 would even be the perfect age.
And you all hear that sound? That will be the heckling im sure ill recieve from at least one of my freinds but hey im ok with that too...
If ya cant tell ive been very future reflective lately. I blame that on the immigration finally moveing foraward.....I hope....
*knock on wood*
But this is what happens when im by myself. But thats ok too.
ANyways as for the immediate future I dont know. Only thing I know for sure is that between my job and Hay come july im gonna be busy as all hell. Oo also I want to go visit denise for a week and Hopefully soom Ill get to talk to and see some of my freinds when they get home from university. Oo also if it kills me I will get WIll to teach me to drive this summer.
But ya those are my thoughts of late..
On a fan girly note: *I LOVE NCIS..... Abby is my idol
**CSI had me laughing my butt off tonight but where
the hell was Warrick?
***And whos excited for house next week??? MEEEEeeeee!!
ANd that end my fangirly note for the night :P
Anyways thats all for now. Maybe ill write Moonday about my weekend. Ill try no gurantees though. Til next time though HUGZ to all