What the fuck!!!!
.........what if I stay alone.....the rest of my life and never know what it is to love. Cold......I feel like my heart is colder than the devils heart. Why can't anything go the way I want.....why is everything a fucken mess......why is it that everyone/everything I know.......is hurt. I am bad luck in the flesh...to everything and everyone around me. My two biggest fears in life.....to be a failure, and to be alone. If i die alone.....it'd be the worst thing imagineable....the way I'm going.....i will.