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[daone313]

y do i waste my time with females

maybe its because i jus wanna go on ahead and settle down and have a family
how ever i am havin trouble selectin a decent female

all the good ones r taken

i definately need to be with someone who i can share my bloody thoughts and feelings with and not be judge or ignored about it
i'm not desperate i'm jus tired of playin these pre-mature teenage games with half the chicks i been with
cassie is a fine example of that
she couldnt accept me whether i swore in front of her or not
and at one point she use to say she love me
and look at her now
i dont know y i still love her for
she feels nothin for me

i'll never be able to prove myself worthy at anythin at this rate

i guess i have to talk to my cousin shammon and get her thoughts

that is of course if i can ever get ahold of her

and thats another thing

i hate crushes

thank u

lol

i dont know what to do now i feel like i wasted alot of energy on one common goal

and i thought that i found someone who loves me back

but hecks no

o well tomorrow and a different day

i wanted to hang out wit cas on friday but i dont think she want to

so i will see about tim and rachel on friday and go home on saturday or sunday

darn i need to wash the juice out my pants

lil lisa decide she wanted to dump her juice all over me last nite

but at least it wasnt in public like she did tim

lol

i'ma put this to a close now