Getting a life.
Erm... Why haven't I been online much lately? ^^;;
I dunno. :x I just decided that I should get off my butt and go out more. My mom thinks it's weird how I've went out for 2 consecutive days this week because I rarely go out. o_o But I just thought that maybe I should get a life. Not that I don't have one already... It's just that I don't have anyone else to talk to because everyone's busy these days. It's the start of a new school semester, after all. I'm sick of my college classmates already. Seriously, I can't stand to be with them. @_@ Their mere presence just irritates me. Maybe it's because I have to be with them for more than 8 hours everyday, more than I get to be alone/with my family/with my other friends and I don't even like them... Maybe because I know they're all being hypocrites anyway. In Filipino, "plastik". Ugh. I'm so fed up with them. ._.
Anyways... Yesterday, my sister visited her old high school. She just graduated this March. But she lent a book to her teacher and she still hasn't gotten it back, so she went there to get it. Unfortunately, the teacher forgot to bring it to school with her, so my sister's probably going back again next week.
Ooh. :D Ahahaha. This was funny... But I was buying soda at the canteen when I noticed this high school kid staring at me. He was about 5 meters away from me. I thought he was looking at someone beside me, so I looked around to see who he was staring at. But no one was there. O_O So he was staring at me. I stared back at him. He still kept on staring at me. -.-;; He was pretty cute from afar. Makes me wonder if he's cute up close. *rofl* But there's a catch. Well, yeah, he's a high school senior. I'm a college junior. I dunno if he knows how old I am. Dude, I'm not interested in noona-dongsaeng relationships. Actually, I'm not interested in any kind of relationship at the moment. @_@ Hahaha. But it was flattering. It's not everyday that a cute guy stares at me. :P *lmao*
Then today, I met up with my friends, KC and Memer. I also happened to run into Ate Mary. :D It makes me realize how much I miss high school. T_T I think my closest friends are the ones I've met in high school. :x
I can talk to my high school friends about anything. We can talk about GMOs (genetically modified organisms :P), mutation and human genomes. We can talk about music, movies, books, J-doramas and K-dramas. Heck, we even talk about how my friend's brother is so unto Pinoy novelty songs ("Totoy Bibo" and "Bulaklak", anyone? *lmao*). Even though we've all gone our separate ways, even though we're all of different majors, we can talk about each other's majors as if we were taking it ourselves. Like, sometimes Memer talks about computer programming languages, and KC talks about international management, and I talk about injection sites, but we all understand what we're talking about. No one feels left out. Even if we don't see each other for months, we can still manage to catch up with what's happening in each other's lives. :D And we all have the same sense of humor. Today, I laughed so much that my cheeks hurt. Ahaha. XD
But with my college friends, I have to watch what I say because sometimes they don't get the things I talk about, and I don't get the things they talk about. Like I've probably mentioned before, my college classmates are interested in partying and dating. Things that I'm not really into. ._. And when I start talking about books, they go all, "You read books? Even non-school books?" Duh. WTF would I do with my books? Burn them? What's wrong with reading books? >_>;; And everyone's into what's mainstream. As a result, I can't spazz to anyone about fanfics (they don't know what it is o.o), Kpop, etc. And I can't even talk to them about things that aren't related to our major, Nursing, because they wouldn't understand what the heck I talk about. T_T When I talk to them, it's always about school. Homework, quizzes, return demos... Bu who likes to talk about school? -.-;;
It sucks. T_T I'm surrounded by people all the time, but I always feel lonely. ._.;;
So... Today, I was really happy because I got to talk to my high school friends. :D We met up at UPLB (their university, which is 5 minutes away from where I live). Gah. It's not even my school... But I feel like I belong there. :x Maybe it's because I went to high school there. But I've been attending my current college for more than 2 years now, yet I still feel like I can't fit in here. I never really fit in here. Ugh. T_T It's okay... Two more years and I'll be outta here. :)
Anyways, KC had to leave early because she had a class to attend at 5:30. Memer and I walked to my house. When we got there, I was like, "Hey, let's try out the new noraebang near Mernel's!" So Memer, my sister Joanna, my cousin Jazzie and I went to the noraebang. :D
OMG, we had so much fun! ^0^ They had new Kpop songs there. *rofl* So I sang "Hi Ya Ya", "Hug", The Way U Are" and "I Love You" (Changminnie~ ♥). My sister sang "Miduhyo", "Suh Shi" (Jae Joongie~) and "Never Again" (by SS501). We had fun trying to sing "Girls On Top" by BoA, but Joanna gave up because it was too fast. Hahaha.
It was a great way to de-stress. XD I'm definitely going back there once I have time. :)
*sigh* I should go out more often. ._. But I can't because my class schedule sucks. >:E I just happened to have some free time this week because of some personality development seminar that our clinical instructors had to attend. I didn't have classes today, and I won't have any classes tomorrow. ^^ But I'm going to a birthday party tomorrow night, then I'm probably going to my grandparents' house on Saturday because my grandpa just came back from California last Monday. ^^ On Sunday, I'm going to a family reunion (my dad's side). Then, back to school on Monday. :(
Yay, I'm busy. :D But not busy with school, busy with 'social events'. I like it. ^^