miss you like crazy!
during yesterday's step class, it kinda dawned on me that it would be my last one before my 2-month hiatus from gym. it's funny coz i'm not the type who tries to create attachments of sorts to any groups or people (ok, i'm sorry....) but i can't help but feel a little sad. i loved warren's sunday step class because of the music, routine, people, atmosphere, and everything that goes with it. i'll miss the rush of going from greenhills to glorietta, the little chats before class, the music that can only be warren's step class (hehe - i've kinda attached it to that already), the 'OMG-what-is-he-thinking' routines that i finally got after about 3 months of persistence, the after class subway (or whatever) sunday, and even the drive home. i'll miss it, i know.
waking up this morning, i realized it was the last week as part of my current workgroup. gawd, i can't help but feel a bit sentimental about the changes about to happen in my life. i know, i know, 2 months isn't that long to be away but it's not just that timeframe that i'm 'worried' about. it's only been a short time but i've had some people obliviously entering my life and subtly changing the way i live it. i'll miss the witty jokes about the way we do things, the random storytelling, those little coffeetalks and witty banter, the divided factions in tackling an important issue, the united front when delivering a decision, the sighs of relief right after - the little moments that kept me sane throughout the past months. when the change finally sunk in, the sadness of the thought burst into existence.
i will be missing a lot of things in the next months and i think it's part of life. this is not the first change that i've done (and i've done a lot of those), but this is NOW. i'm going to be a little cheesy in the next few days so bear with me. i have some things to lose here... and it's even greater than my pride. God knows how great that can be.