V-Day ramblings

[dao_of_penguin]

I know this isn't actually valentines day, but I felt I needed to rant on the subject. I have been doing quite well for myself, but lately have been on the lonely side, and I've been thinking about things. To be blunt, it's not the physical contact/love that I miss about a relationship. I just miss having someone that makes everything seem special. Someone who makes me feel needed, who I can be open to (living with guys really sucks in that respect). I miss that. Someone to fall asleep with, to wake up with, to make me feel connected, grounded, to give me something to come back to. Maybe i'm being too mushy, I don't know. It's not that it's been bad this semester, it's just that I've been kind of lonely. It takes time to meet people, and I just miss having someone I don't have to worry about freaking out, I can just be myself with. I love all my friends to death (I know i've been saying that too much, but whatever), but I just wish I had someone up here to share my life with.

Peace, Life, Love,

Ian B. Reed