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I havn't updated this thing in a long time, basically cuz I am too lazy and whenever I think of writing in here someone or something pisses me off. This is kinda the case today. Let's see Marching band is over. Thank the Lord for the most part. Towards the end it was getting pretty dramatic with certain people who I care not to see anymore. ahh I am done being a taxi cab, I am done being the "friend" who people are nice to in my face, but I am not around they tell other people how they can't stand me. I normally am civil to everyone unless they act bitchy to me. I had a long talk with Jessi yesterday. Well, it was basicaslly me complaning about certain people in band. She's like, why does everyone in band have to date other band people? haha no kidding. I am glad Ethan isn't in band. I always include eveyone when I make plans. I am not a bitch in that sense, in othere senses, maybe. If people don't want me at Wendy's with them, then why am I responsible for inviting them to somewhere I am going. I don't get it. Really, I don't I have few good friend who arn't two faced with me, and I am grateful that I have them. I havn't danced in a looong time and I want to start again. That made me happy. My life's not picture pefect, not even close. I am not a mean person. It's just a natural reflex to treat peeple the way they treat me, weather it be good or bad.