HMM

[danznchik44]

So I realized how much it sucks to have different groups of friends cuz its hard to hang out with people from both at the same time. I know that I can be cruel and mean sometimes but who can't be at times? Well, oh well. Today was alright. PsAt's were ok, nothing special. Then I went to lunch with my mom which ended up being more bickering than nice. oh well. I feel bad, I don't like being the "mean guy" but I feel that way today. so here's a song that I have been listening to today. It totally sumsup my feeling in a way.

Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you

And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold