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Well here I am again, starting my FINAL semester of nursing school (It feels good to say that) and I couldn't be happier. Who would have guessed?! My life is changing so fast that I can't seem to catch up. A bunch of my friends got engaged over the break, the ones who weren't already engaged or married at least, and a few of them are going to have babies. When did all this happen, when did everyone around me become a grownup? Does this mean I'm a grownup too? I'm not sure if I'm ready for that, I planned on being a Toys-Our-Us kid forever...But my life is good, I can't complain. I have a wonderful family whose supported me my entire life, I have amazing friends that I would do anything for cause I know they'd do that for me and the best boyfriend I could possibly ask for. So I guess I am ready for all that the grown up world wants. On a lighter note, I think I might go out dancing tonignt (very grown up if you ask me) and I cant wait!!!!! I went to a club for new years but it just wasnt the same as my Bootleggers. I'm relaxed there, I know the crowd and the atmosphere. I like it there. i'm going to be sad when i cant go there anymore. Me and my guy are getting pretty serious. We've talked about the living situation after I finish school and the whole marraige thing. I feel like I'm still to young to do all that, but apparently i'm not since everyone around me is dealing with it. My cooksters moved into a house with her boyfriend that he bought for her...who would have guess all that last summer when we were both complaining about men. Who knew we'd be where we are today. anyways...the goal is to lose some lbs by the summer. i have a ton of weddings to go to and be in and I've decided I dont want to feel self conscious or sad about myself, and the way to do that is to make myself look better to feel better. We'll see how that goes...