yup
hmm well what can i say. First my no slacking new year's resolution/lent thing. Ive definitely have been almost perfect with my mission of staying on top of things this quarter. Its amazing. When you turn things in on time, you get good grades. When you do your homework for trig, you dont feel beaten up side the head with a sledge hammer by her surprise homework checks, which she only does to hurt you something badly.
I ran for secretary for Young Democrats. I didnt know that I needed a speech, so I kind of had to wing it; however, I WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! I have a position of power to spread my little democratic views (a bit radical at times) to all those conservative people out there. Making the world the way it should be. A semi pure democracy, not completely cuz society is too corrupt for that much freedom and responsiblity over their lives.
Ive been in a better mood b/c I've used something to keep me sane. And its working. Now how long this saneness will last is a whole nother story though. Cuz nothing lasts untarnished forever, except love and hate. Even though love and hate do last forever, they tend to change over time not for the good or the bad, just for its own growth i guess.
My brother doesnt know how to control his pent up anger btw. I know i want to stab things including myself when im angry or confused or frustrated. But he just full on breaks things. he definitely punched a hole in our laundry room door. Something Ive wanted to do for years but knew Id get in more trouble for it from my dad cuz im a girl and i should be docile and all that type of bullshit that makes me want to inject some arsenic in his bottled water. but o well. bump it. when i learn fencing (which will hopefully be this summer) ill take my anger out on my opponents. and on trees. and on any other object that gets in my way
But I believe Im done.
I ran for secretary for Young Democrats. I didnt know that I needed a speech, so I kind of had to wing it; however, I WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! I have a position of power to spread my little democratic views (a bit radical at times) to all those conservative people out there. Making the world the way it should be. A semi pure democracy, not completely cuz society is too corrupt for that much freedom and responsiblity over their lives.
Ive been in a better mood b/c I've used something to keep me sane. And its working. Now how long this saneness will last is a whole nother story though. Cuz nothing lasts untarnished forever, except love and hate. Even though love and hate do last forever, they tend to change over time not for the good or the bad, just for its own growth i guess.
My brother doesnt know how to control his pent up anger btw. I know i want to stab things including myself when im angry or confused or frustrated. But he just full on breaks things. he definitely punched a hole in our laundry room door. Something Ive wanted to do for years but knew Id get in more trouble for it from my dad cuz im a girl and i should be docile and all that type of bullshit that makes me want to inject some arsenic in his bottled water. but o well. bump it. when i learn fencing (which will hopefully be this summer) ill take my anger out on my opponents. and on trees. and on any other object that gets in my way
But I believe Im done.