Jan 30, 2005 20:35
Shedding tears
Like rips in the seams of my heart
Releases pieces of me
Bit by Bit for all the world to see
Until I'm left naked
My fear comes to me
And crushes my dreams
Breaks my hopes
Leaves me desolate
No form more worse than a tangible one
One you can't escape
And infests your mind
To have you within and without
I'm unprotected
Unprepared
But still covered
Waiting for the revelation
To be freed
To be sound once more
Nevermore to allow
My fear to rip through my barrier
And reveal me
Argh!! all of the above quite sux but it just sorta popped out of nowhere it needs much fixing. but if you knew the situation i guess you may be able 2 understand but I dont care 2 explain verbally. Words can not express the pain I feel. The sickness inside. I can't stand it all. And of course Im so chipper right b4 my birthday. Woo Hoo!! He returned andd fuckked it all up again so fuck my birthday its only a day right not important. hmm im glad one person has escaped the fucked up ness = christina agu. i wish we all could. i wish i could. i was studying but now my concentration's broke. my patience gone. my....