Entertainment Night
Well everyone! I have finally done it. I wrote a song and performed it live for Key Club's Entertainment Night! Although I was really nervous, (especially when Kat showed up) I managed to stick it out, even though I was a little edgy on some of the notes. But after all that I have to say that the most gratifying part of the night was when Kat gave me a hug at intermission and said:
"Wow! That was so pretty!"
After which I told her that I thought I had done a really bad job, in which she replied jokingly with:
"Well I thought it was good. And I'M whats important!"
It was then that I realized that even though she was joking, Kat was right. If I had gotten booed off stage and my song was absolute crap, as long as my friends (of who I wrote the song about by the way) liked it, then I was happy.
After the show, most of my time was spent trying to get Kat's attention (surprise, surprise), but since she was quite preoccupied with everyone else she hadn't gotten to see in a long time, I was unsucessful.
My original plan was to confront Kat about her decided course of action to start working full time again. I wanted to tell her that, if she did, it would have to be the end of our friendship, because I just can't stand being close to someone I never get to see.
None the less...I did have the perfect opportunity talk to her, but unfortunately (again) I was unable to look into those sweet, dancing blue eyes of hers that had been so kind to me and force her to make such an awful choice.
Even though I had run over in my head how I was going to tell her all this at least a hundred times, I still couldn't do it. I suppose things always just seem to work out better in your head...
"Wow! That was so pretty!"
After which I told her that I thought I had done a really bad job, in which she replied jokingly with:
"Well I thought it was good. And I'M whats important!"
It was then that I realized that even though she was joking, Kat was right. If I had gotten booed off stage and my song was absolute crap, as long as my friends (of who I wrote the song about by the way) liked it, then I was happy.
After the show, most of my time was spent trying to get Kat's attention (surprise, surprise), but since she was quite preoccupied with everyone else she hadn't gotten to see in a long time, I was unsucessful.
My original plan was to confront Kat about her decided course of action to start working full time again. I wanted to tell her that, if she did, it would have to be the end of our friendship, because I just can't stand being close to someone I never get to see.
None the less...I did have the perfect opportunity talk to her, but unfortunately (again) I was unable to look into those sweet, dancing blue eyes of hers that had been so kind to me and force her to make such an awful choice.
Even though I had run over in my head how I was going to tell her all this at least a hundred times, I still couldn't do it. I suppose things always just seem to work out better in your head...