i know i love her!

Nov 07, 2006 00:02

there's this girl who has my heart. although she broke it to pieces, she still has it. i know right now she's hurting because i kind of wanna try to see if something works between a girl that i met and i. honestly, i'm sorry. but the more i think about it, the less I have to be sorry. we broke up for all the wrong reasons. she didn't give our relationship a second glance because she figured that since i told her i would wait for her forever, that i was not gonna be with anyone ever. well, the day we ended things, she wanted to go back to something that made her happy, and i hung out with my best friend, only to meet this really cool girl. i mean don't get me wrong, this new girl has big shoes to fill. i don't think she can match up to the happiness and all the things i feel for the girl i'm in love with, but hey, if this new girl gives me the time of day, why not try it out? after all, if the girl i love would've been given the time of day by the one that made her happy at one point, would she still want me back? i don't think so. i wish things were easy. i wish i hadn't lost her when i lost her, but i did. i gave her up because i love her sooo much that all i care about is HER happiness. if her happiness makes me miserable, then so be it. i just want her to know that i love her with all my heart. things will go back to normal. i swear they will, but i don't know when. and i don't expect her to wait around for me if i take long!

i♥waffles!!!!
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