Since I won't sleep, and i can't concentrate on history-
Ok so, today is elle's birthday. So at 2 am when her and sam went to bed, i went to my room and made her a birthday banner and left my lights and tv and everything on. I came back out into the living room where my laptop was and talked to terry until 3 45 am. I say goodbye, shut everything off and go to my room. I'm flossing at my sink and i hear the giant garbage can from next door (whihc is normally right next to my window anyway) moving around. I think oh, stupid animals. Then the animal starts breathing. Heavily. And quite low-pitched. So i think oh you idiot, stop freaking yourself out like you always do. Continued rubber garbage can and heavy breathing and then i start hearing slight moans. I'm thinking jesus, it's always all in your head, you're a scardy cat. So just in case, i start opening and closing my drawers real loud and slam my brush down into them so anybody knows i'm home and awake. Not only do the noises not stop, there is one, distinct, loud, tell-tale moan and i bolt for the living room to see if there's an extra car in front. No car. However i do see a guy in all black with a white beanie quickly walking away from my window and looking back at it(the blinds were down and closed the whole time too). That did it for me, i ran into sam's room, woke her up and as i'm telling her what happened, i see his shadow pass her window going for the back door. We run to elle's room, wake her up, and call the cops. While we're waiting for the cops to come, sam watches out elle's window. Sure enough about 5 minutes before the cop shows up she sees him wandering the complex next to ours. The cop shows up and i go out to tell him what happened, i go to point out which window is mine, and elle sam and i see a little overturned garbage can set up right underneath my window like a little fucking stool. All of the lights were on, i was changing the channels on the tv, i made loud obnoxious noises and this person just kept on jacking off to thrill of almost being caught outside my window. I feel so unbelievably dirty and people make me sick. This is my absolute worst nightmare come true and i'm just incredibly ridiculously lucky i was awake because my window was open. I was only awake because elle wanted me to try a rockstar and it kept me up on the one night (that i know about) that i could have been raped. I feel like the luckiest/dirtiest girl alive. The cops didn't like til 5 30/ 6 o clock and i knew i couldn't sleep so classes ought to be interesting today. I'm making matt, mikey, and devin take turns sleeping on our effing couch from now on. Jesus.