A Heavy Heart
Its times like these that things are too stressful to comprehend. There are so many things in my life right now and each is very important i just don't think i have the strength to give each one the right amount of attention :
States is in like less then 2 weeks.......i'm not ready, i can't do it, why is everyone telling me a lie when only I know the truth, I am going to fail miserably and when i get back to school i will have to share my embarassment.... I want to be able to do it all prefectly....HELP!!!!
On another note...do I really want one? don't they come with all this baggage? Erica had one and look what it caused her? Am i content to be alone? I don't need that do i? Why must i worry about such insignificant things as this?????
It hurts inside, my eyes burn from the tears, why must i fall apart and I had no relation at all.........why isn't he crying, is he screaming on the inside but i can't hear him? Why is there death, what does it mean, i don't want to die.......I am scared.............
Is there any true and believeable answer to any of the worlds questions............???
States is in like less then 2 weeks.......i'm not ready, i can't do it, why is everyone telling me a lie when only I know the truth, I am going to fail miserably and when i get back to school i will have to share my embarassment.... I want to be able to do it all prefectly....HELP!!!!
On another note...do I really want one? don't they come with all this baggage? Erica had one and look what it caused her? Am i content to be alone? I don't need that do i? Why must i worry about such insignificant things as this?????
It hurts inside, my eyes burn from the tears, why must i fall apart and I had no relation at all.........why isn't he crying, is he screaming on the inside but i can't hear him? Why is there death, what does it mean, i don't want to die.......I am scared.............
Is there any true and believeable answer to any of the worlds questions............???