Nov 14, 2005 21:56
I have been missing a lot of things lately
1) I miss liking one person
Lately I've been having like a bunch of crushes on people. Like not real crushes i guess. just like...I'm like oh you're hot i think i'll like you. I have a real crush on like 2 people. And i have absolutely no chance with either of them. I'm starting to get a crush on this kid in one of my classes *yeah no names sorry dont ask who, if you're worthy of knowing you know already* except he has a girl friend. Not cool.....oh well.
2) Mexico
I really really have been missing everyone on the missions trip. I especially miss jeremy and kyle, mostly cuz kyle never comes to church and i only see jeremy once a week. I really really miss talking to them and hanging out with them like every day. Its so sad that like you could get that close to someone than just when school starts i completely lost touch. I want to hang out with them but they're always like.."skating" so yeah....its sad i guess :(
3) Patience
I have had like 0 patience for anyone this year. Its not even funny like. If something pisses me off i have like NO patience at all. I really really wish that i had more patience so i'm going to try hard to be more patient with everyone.
4) School
I have pretty much all A's and B's in my classes and thats good and all but i'd really like to have all A's. I know for a fact the only reason i don't is because of homework. I'm SO lazy. I come home and get right on my computer and usually don't get off until like 11:30 at night. Its crazy rediculas. I am SO COMPLETELY addicted to my computer. My regular computer has been broken for a month and a half so i've been using my laptop computer. Thats how addicted i am. Its really super not even funny. So i need to get my ass off the computer and slowly start doing other things.
Right now
I swear
To myself
that i'm
going to
get off
my computer
so that i
can do
other things
with my time
and be
healthier
happier
and get
better grades
as well as
get more
things done
in general
i swear that to myself cuz i can't do it for anyone else.
this is getting rediculas....